Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Mystery fiction; Young men -- Fiction
“No,” Ross objected. “I’m a fool. The biggest damned fool that ever
lived.”
“Have it your own way!” said Eddy.
“I can think different if I like. I—” He paused a moment. “It makes me
_sick_, you goin’ away like this. It—it—”
Ross laid his hand on the boy’s shoulder.
“Drop it!” he said. “Now, then! It’s about time for us to be off.” He
turned toward the bedroom. “I’ll wake her up, while you start the car.
I’ll take one of the blankets to wrap her in.”
It was a little early for the train he wanted to catch, but he was in
a hurry to be gone. He might have known, though, that it was his fate
never to leave this place when or how he wished.
He might have known that there was one inevitable thing still to be
faced. He heard the throb of the sturdy little engine downstairs; he
thought, he hoped, that the last moment had come, and, instead, he was
called upon to endure a moment almost beyond endurance.
For Amy came. The sound of the engine prevented his hearing her
entrance; he had just gone into the bedroom when he heard her
footsteps on the stairs. In a wild storm of tears, desperate, white as
a ghost, she ran in to him.
“Jimmy!” she gasped. “Oh, Jimmy! Jimmy!”
He did not speak. What had he to say to her now?
She was panting for breath, and her sobs were horrible, as if they
choked her. He wanted to close the bedroom door, but she had seized
him by the shoulder.
“I didn’t know!” she cried. “Not—till tonight. Oh, Jimmy, I didn’t
know he was dead! He came to see me—and he died. Oh, Jimmy! Just when
Nanna told him—that I didn’t want to see him ever again. It killed
him, Jimmy. _I_ killed him!”
“Oh, do keep quiet!” said Ross, in a sort of despair.
“I can’t! I can’t! I can’t! If I’d only seen him—just once more! Nanna
begged me to—but I wouldn’t. And when Nanna told him, he—died! How can
I bear that? Oh, Jimmy! I didn’t think he’d care so much! Just as I
care for Gayle. Jimmy, listen to me! I’ll tell Gayle. I’ll go to him
now. I can’t let you do this for me, Jimmy!”
For a moment his heart beat with a great hope.
“Do you mean that?” he asked.
“I never meant it to be like this. Never! Never! I thought Martin
would let me go—let me get a divorce. And if he hadn’t, I’d have given
up Gayle. I’ll give him up now, if you tell me to. Even if I die,
too!”
The hope was faint now.
“You think he’d give you up, if he knew?” he asked.
“Think? I know! He’d loathe me!”
“And you’d be willing to marry him with—”
“You don’t understand!” she interrupted, violently. “You never could.
You’re too good. And I’m not good—in your way. I was just a child when
I met Martin. I’m not a child now. Gayle’s my whole life to me. I love
him so that—”
“For God’s sake, stop!” cried Ross. “It’s—infamous! Have you
_forgotten_?”
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