Borderland : $b a country-town chronicleFothergill, Jessie
General
Borderland : $b a country-town chronicle
Fothergill, Jessie
English fiction -- 19th century
He turned into the office, but it was with difficulty that he succeeded
in giving any attention to his work; for in his mind’s eye he had the
image of Michael, seated alone in his desolation in that wretched room,
where the wretched scene of the morning had taken place. It seemed to
Roger that the worst blow had befallen Michael which by any possibility
could overtake him—which idea serves sweetly to illustrate his own
extreme ignorance of life, and of the protean forms which calamity and
misfortune can assume; also of the marvellously elastic nature of the
human creature, and of that part of it, be it brain, or heart, or soul,
or whatsoever it may in reality be, which suffers.
Roger Camm, repeating to himself the half-forgotten Greek of his
quotation about the goddess Calamity, never dreamed for a moment but
that she had stayed her course. Surely her feet had pressed with
sufficient weight upon the head which she had selected as her
standpoint! Could his spiritual eye have pierced that veil, filmy, and
yet dense, which envelops us as we move to and fro on this earth, and
seen the guiding powers about Michael, he would have perceived still
hovering amongst them a dark form with a woebegone countenance—her of
the tender feet yet.
He returned to Dr. Rowntree’s from his work, and, having no heart to
amuse himself in any way outside, sat with a book, to which he gave but
a divided attention, wondering the while whether Michael would go to
Magdalen that night, or wait till the morrow; and wondering likewise
whether she would be of any use to him in the crisis.
‘Gilbert would be a better spec. for her now,’ said Roger bitterly,
within himself. ‘Only, not to blacken him more than is absolutely
necessary, he never had the faintest fancy for her. In fact, I don’t
believe he would take her with fifty thousand down.’
Towards ten o’clock Michael came in, greeted them both with great
composure, took his accustomed chair, lighted his pipe, and made some
few observations to them before they all went to bed. He made not the
slightest allusion to what had taken place in the morning, and Roger did
not choose or wish to break upon this reserve: the little doctor did not
dare. He found, what he had never suspected before, that his adopted son
had the power of holding him at arm’s length, and while he could not but
admire what seemed to him Michael’s strength and self-possession, he was
not quite happy at finding it thus, as it were, used against himself.
This dry-eyed composure, this something indescribable in voice and
glance, were, thought the doctor, magnificent, but they did not invite
to the sentimental reflections of which he was longing to disburden
himself.
They separated at their usual hour, and no one complained the next
morning of not having slept, though under Michael’s eyes there were
ominous purple rings which told of his having enjoyed something less
than perfect repose.
Roger got a few words alone with him before breakfast.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account