Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and AnnotationsBoswell, James
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Boswelliana: The Commonplace Book of James Boswell, with a Memoir and Annotations
Boswell, James
Boswell, James, 1740-1795
“I wrote you from Adamtown, and told you how it was with the princess
and me. Next morning I told her that I had complained to you that she
would not make up our last quarrel, but she did not appear in the
least inclined to own herself in the wrong. I confess that, between
pride and love, I was unable to speak to her but in a very awkward
manner. I came home on Friday; yesterday I was extremely uneasy. That
I might give her a fair opportunity, I sent her a letter, of which I
enclose you a copy. Could the proud Boswell say more than you will see
there? In the evening I got her answer; it was written with an art and
indifference astonishing from so young a lady:—‘I have not yet found
out that I was to blame. If you have been uneasy on my account, I am
indeed sorry for it; I should be sorry to give any person uneasiness,
far more one whose cousin and friend I shall always be.’...
“In short, Temple, she is cunning, and sees my weakness. But I now
see her; and though I cannot but suffer severely, I from this moment
resolve to think no more of her. I send you the copy of a note which
goes to her to-morrow morning. Wish me joy, my good friend, of having
discovered the snake before too late. I should have been ruined had
I made such a woman my wife. Luckily for me, a neighbour who came to
Auchinleck last night told me that he had heard three people at Ayr
agree in abusing her as a jilt. What a risk have I run! However, as
there is still a possibility that all this may be mistake and malice,
I shall behave to her in a very respectful manner, and shall never
say a word against her but to you. After this I shall be upon my guard
against ever indulging the least fondness for a Scotch lass. I am a
soul of a more southern frame. I may, perhaps, be fortunate enough to
find an Englishwoman who will be sensible of my merit, and will study
to please my singular humour.”
Subsequent letters from Boswell to Mr. Temple contain these
passages:—“Upon my soul, the madness of which I have a strong degree
in my composition is at present so heightened by love that I am
absolutely deprived of judgment.... One great fault of mine is talking
at random; I will guard against it.” Referring to the object of his
hopes at Adamtown, he writes:—“I will consecrate myself to her for
ever. I must have her to learn the harpsichord and French; she shall be
one of the first women in the island.” “Temple, I ventured to seize her
hand. She is really the finest woman to me I ever saw.”
To Mr. Temple, on the 24th December, he wrote thus:—
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