4. And then, most difficult and most dangerous, but most necessary of
all patience, we must learn how to be patient with ourselves. Every day
we hear of miserable men rushing upon death because they can no longer
endure themselves and the things they have brought on themselves. And
there are moral suicides who cast off the faith and the hope and the
endurance of a Christian man because they are so evil and have lived such
an evil life. We speak of patience with bad men, but there is no man so
bad, there is no man among all our enemies who has at all hurt us like
that man who is within ourselves. And to bear patiently what we have
brought upon ourselves,--to endure the inward shame, the self-reproof,
the self-contempt bitterer to drink than blood, the lifelong injuries,
impoverishment, and disgrace,--to bear all these patiently and
uncomplainingly,--to acquiesce humbly in the discovery that all this was
always in our hearts, and still is in our hearts--what humility, what
patience, what compassion and pity for ourselves must all that call
forth! The wise nurse is patient with her passionate, greedy, untidy,
disobedient child. She does not cast it out of doors, she does not run
and leave it, she does not kill it because all these things have been and
still are in its sad little heart. Her power for good with such a child
lies just in her pity, in her compassion, and in her patience with her
child. And the child that is in all of us is to be treated in the same
patient, hopeful, believing, forgiving, divine way. We should all be
with ourselves as God is with us. He knoweth our frame. He remembereth
that we are dust. He shows all patience toward us. He does not look for
great things from us. He does not break the bruised reed, nor quench the
smoking flax. He shall not fail nor be discouraged till He have set
judgment in the earth. And so shall not we.
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