France -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
In the magazines, in the studios, in the salons, in the clubs and
the cafés the name of Lirat served as a term of comparison, as an
indispensable standard whenever one wanted to designate something
devoid of sense or some sort of obscenity; it even seemed as if
women--and girls too--could not pronounce that reprobate name without
blushing. The year-end reviews dragged it into their revolting
lampoons, people sang it at the cabarets. Then from these "centres of
Parisian culture" it spread to the street--where one saw it blossom
forth again into a vulgar bud, upon the sloppy lips of drivers, in the
shriveled mouths of street boys, "It's a go, eh! Lirat!" For a few
years poor Lirat really enjoyed an uproarious popularity.... But one
gets tired of everything, even of abusing a person. Paris abandons
its puppets which it raises to the throne as quickly as it does its
martyrs whom it hoists on the gibbet; in its perpetual hunger for new
playthings, it never gets itself excited overly much before the statues
of its heroes or at the sight of the blood of its victims.
Now there was only silence for Lirat's portion. It was very seldom
indeed that in some of the magazines there was again heard an echo of
the past, in the form of some annoying anecdote. Besides, he decided
not to exhibit any more, saying:
"Leave me alone in peace!... Is painting done to be seen ... tell me
... painting ... do you understand?... One works for himself, for two
or three living friends and for others whom one has never known and who
are dead ... Poe, Baudelaire, Dostoiewsky, Shakespeare.... Shakespeare!
... do you understand?.... And the rest?... The rest don't amount to
anything."
Having reduced his needs to a minimum, he lived on little with
admirable and touching dignity. Provided he earned enough with which
to buy his brushes, paints, canvas, pay his models and his landlord,
make a studying trip each year, he did not wish for more. Money did
not tempt him at all, and I am sure that he never sought success. But
if success had come to him, I am also sure that Lirat would not have
resisted the joy, so human, of relishing factitious delights. Though
he did not want to admit it, though he affected to defy injustice
gayly, he felt it more keenly than anyone else, and at heart suffered
from it cruelly. He suffered from the present neglect shown to him as
much as he had suffered from the former insults. Only once did a young
critic publish an enthusiastic and high-sounding article about him in
a magazine. The article was well-meant but full of banalities and
errors; one could see that its author was not sufficiently familiar
with art and that he did not understand anything about the talent of
the great artist.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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