Calvin Wilson Mateer, forty-five years a missionary in Shantung, China : $b a biographyFisher, D. W. (Daniel Webster)
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Calvin Wilson Mateer, forty-five years a missionary in Shantung, China : $b a biography
Fisher, D. W. (Daniel Webster)
Mateer, C. W. (Calvin Wilson), 1836-1908; Missionaries -- China -- Biography
whose intercessions are all-prevalent. Blessed be God for his
unspeakable gift.
The next day, however, among other things, he wrote:
I think that I have never enjoyed a communion season so
much.... This day my hopes of heaven have been strengthened,
and my faith has been increased; and if I know my own heart,
(O that I knew it better!), I have made a more unreserved
consecration of myself to God than I have ever done before; and
may he grant me grace to live more to his glory!
Surely, the young man who thus opens to our view the secrets of his inner
religious life was not lacking seriously in depth of feeling. One is
reminded of the Psalmist’s hart panting after the water brooks.
In the seminary he still had seasons of troubled heart-searching and
unsatisfied longings for a better Christian life. After reading a part of
a book called “The Crucible,” he says:
I have not enjoyed this Sabbath as I should. My own heart is
not right, I fear. I am too far from Christ. I am overcome by
temptation so often, and then my peace is destroyed, and my
access to a throne of grace is hindered. I am ready to exclaim
with Paul, “Oh, wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me
from this body of death!” Would to God I could also say with
the assurance he did: “I thank God, through our Lord Jesus
Christ.”
At the same time there is evidence that he was advancing toward a higher
stage of religious experience, and that he was leaving behind him the
elements of repentance and faith, and going on toward “perfection.” He
reads the Life of Richard Williams, the Patagonian missionary, and then
sits down and writes:
He was a wonderful man; had a wonderful life. His faith
transcends anything I have ever had. His communion with God
was constant and joyous, at times rising to such a pitch
that, in his own words, “he almost imagined himself in
heaven.” His resignation to God’s will and consecration to his
service were complete in the highest. In his life and in his
death is displayed in a marvelous manner the power of God’s
grace. Reduced almost to the certainty of death by scurvy,
in a little, uncomfortable barge or float, with scarce any
provisions, far from all human help, in the midst of storms
and cold, this devoted man reads God’s Word, prays to him from
his lowly couch, and deliberately declares that he would not
exchange places with any man living! What godlike faith! What
a sublime height to reach in Christian life in this world!
I am more and more convinced that our enjoyment of God and
sweet sense of the presence of Christ as well as our success
in glorifying God depends entirely on the measure of our
consecration to him, our complete submission of our wills to
his. My prayer is for grace thus to consecrate and submit
myself to his will. Then I shall be happy.
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