"By Jove," said Mr. Spenlove, suddenly, after a long silence, "I have
often wondered what might have happened to us if young Siddons hadn't
tumbled down there and smashed himself up. I mean, supposing our minds
hadn't been taken off the great subject of Captain Macedoine's financial
projects. Because, mind you, although I behaved in a very sagacious
manner while discussing the matter with Jack and his wife, I'm not at
all prepared to say that I wouldn't have submitted if Jack had urged it
in his tempestuous way. The psychology of being stung is a very
complicated affair. We pride ourselves on our strong, clear vision and
so forth, but it is very largely bluff. We are all reeds shaken by the
winds of desire. In spite of my sagacity the notion of making a fortune
was alluring. When I came to think of it the idea of a few years of
ruthless exploitation of the toiling inhabitants of a region for which I
had no sympathy, followed by a dignified return to England with a sunny
competence--say ten thousand a year, afforded an attractive field for
the development of one's personality. I suppose it comes to all of us at
times--a vision of ourselves with the power to expand to the utmost. And
at the back of it all lay the exasperating and tantalizing thought that
it _might_ be possible. The very preposterousness of the suggestion was
in its favour, in a way. The very fact that nobody else had ever thought
of making a fortune out of Macedonia led one to wonder if it might not
be done. You get an idea like that in your head, and it lies there and
simmers and seethes, and finally boils over and you have taken the
plunge. That's what might have happened, if I had not gone ashore to
look for young Siddons, and accidentally beheld the great Captain
Macedoine himself and his lieutenant. I don't say that the mere view of
these two worthies discussing their plans was sufficient to convince me
of their rascality. I'm not convinced of that even now. What I did
acquire, even before young Siddons drove the whole matter into the
background, was a sudden sense of proportion. To associate a golden
fortune with those two shabby and cadaverous birds of prey was too much.
And when we got aboard again the whole proposition seemed to have
vanished into thin air.
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