England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories, English
“_On fait des folies!_” All next day he had been restless, uneasy,
at the Villa Rosakov under the question in Varvara’s eyes, and Lord
knew what excuse he had made for not going there that evening! Ah! And
what of his solemn resolutions to find out all about his dark lady,
not to run his head into some foreign noose, not to compromise her or
himself? They had all gone out of his head the moment he set eyes on
her again, and he had never learned anything but her name--Iñez--in
all those three weeks, nor told anything of himself, as if both had
felt that knowledge must destroy romance. When had he known himself of
interest to her--the second night, the third? The look in her eyes! The
pressure of her arm against his own! On this very seat, with his cloak
spread to guard her from the chill, he had whispered his turbulent
avowals. Not free! No such woman could be free. What did it matter?
Disinheritance--ostracism--exile! All such considerations had burned
like straws in the fire he had felt, sitting by her in the darkness,
his arm about her, her shoulder pressed to his. With mournful mockery
she had gazed at him, kissed his forehead, slipped away up the dark
garden. God, what a night after that! Wandering up and down along by
the sea--devoured. Funny to look back on--deuced funny! A woman’s
face to have such power. And with a little shock he remembered that
never in all the few weeks of that mad business had he seen her face
by daylight! Of course, he had left Mentone at once--no offering his
madness up to the candid eyes of those two girls, to the cynical stare
of that old _viveur_ Rostakov. But no going home, though his leave
was up; he was his own master yet awhile, thanks to his winnings.
And then--the deluge. Literally--a night when the rain came down
in torrents, drenching him through cape and clothes while he stood
waiting for her. It was after that drenching night which had kept
them apart that she had returned his passion.... A wild young devil!
The madness of those nights beneath these trees by the old fountain!
How he used to sit waiting on this bench in the darkness with heart
fluttering, trembling, aching with expectancy!... Gad, how he had ached
and fluttered on that seat! What fools young men could be! And yet in
all his life had there been weeks so wildly sweet as those? Weeks the
madness of which could stir in him still this strange youthful warmth.
Rubbing his veined, thin hands together, he held them out into a streak
of sunlight and closed his eyes.... There, coming through the gate
into the deeper shadow, dark in her black dress--always black--the
gleam of her neck when she bent and pressed his head to it! Through
the rustling palm-leaves the extinct murmuring of their two voices,
the beating of their two hearts.... Madness indeed! His back gave a
little crick. He had been very free from lumbago lately. Confound it--a
premonitory twinge! Close to his feet a lizard rustled out into the
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