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matches, and all the other stray unfortunates of the neighbourhood.
_Well_, there it was; and a bold course always the best! The bold
course--which was it? To go to the police? To his wife? To that girl,
and find out if she were in this ramp? To wait till six o’clock, meet
the ruffian and shake the teeth out of him? Granter could not decide.
All seemed equally bold--would do equally well. And a fifth course
presented itself which seemed even bolder: Ignore the thing!
The tide had just turned, and the full waters below him were very
still, of a sunlit soft grey colour. This stillness of the river
restored to Charles Granter something of the impersonal mood in which
he had crossed the Embankment to look at it. Here, by the mother stream
of this great town, was he, tall, strong, well-fed, and, if not rich,
quite comfortable; and here, too, were hundreds of thousands like
that needy flower-girl and this shadowy scoundrel skating on the edge
of destitution. And here was this water--to him a source of æsthetic
enjoyment; to them--a possible last refuge. The girl had talked of
it--beggar’s patter, perhaps, like the blackmailer’s words: “I’m
desperate--I’m down and out.”
One wanted to be just! If he had known all about them--but he knew
nothing!
‘Can’t believe she’s such an ungrateful little wretch!’ he thought;
‘I’ll go back and see her.’
He retraced his way up Oakley Street to the mews which she inhabited,
and ascended a stairway scented with petrol. Through the open doorway
he could see her baby, of doubtful authorship, seated in an empty
flower-basket--a yellow baby, who stared up at him with the placidity
of one recently fed. That stare seemed to Granter to be saying: ‘You
look out that you’re not taken for my author. Have you got an alibi,
old man?’ And almost unconsciously he began to calculate where he
had been about fourteen or fifteen months ago. Not in London--thank
goodness! In Brittany with his wife--all that July, August, and
September. Jingling his money, he contemplated the baby. It seemed
more, but it _might_ be only four months old! The baby opened a
toothless mouth, “Ga” it said, and stretched out a tiny hand. Granter
ceased to jingle the coins and gazed round the room. The first time he
came, a month ago, to test her street-corner story, its condition had
been deplorable. His theory that people were never better than their
environments had prompted the second visit, and that of this afternoon.
He had wanted to know that he was not throwing away his money. And
there certainly was some appearance of comfort now in a room so small
that he and the baby and a bed almost filled it. But he felt a fool
for ever having come there even with those best intentions which were
the devil. And, turning to go, he saw the girl herself ascending the
stairs, a paper bag in her hand, an evident bull’s-eye in her mouth,
for a scent of peppermint preceded her. Surely her cheekbones were
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