England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
It was a rainy afternoon when Cara reached the Square. It had been
settled, against Miss Cherry’s will, that she was to go alone. The girl,
who was often ‘queer,’ especially when anything connected with her
natural home, her father’s house, was in question, had requested that it
should be so--and Miss Charity approved, to whose final decision
everything was submitted at Sunninghill. ‘Don’t interfere with her,’
Miss Charity had said; ‘she is like her mother. She has a vein of
caprice in her. You never could argue (if you remember) with poor Annie.
You had either to give in to her, or to say no once for all, and stick
to it. Carry is not like her mother all through--there are gleams of the
Beresford in her. But there is a vein of caprice, and I wouldn’t cross
her, just at this crisis of her life.’
‘But I don’t see why it should be such a crisis. It is a change of
scene, to be sure, and leaving us ought to be a trial,’ said Miss
Cherry, dubiously. The feeling within herself was, that she would have
been glad had she been more sure that this was a trial. Girls were
ungrateful in their lightheartedness, and sometimes loved the risks of
independence. ‘It is not as if she were going among strangers,’ said
Miss Cherry. ‘She is going to her home, and to her father.’
‘A father whom she has never known since she was a child--a house that
has never lost the shadow of that dying!’
‘Then why must not I go with her?’ said Miss Cherry. The old lady
shrugged her shoulders, but said no more. And Cara got her way. As she
was to go alone, she was packed, with all her belongings, into the
carriage; nurse going with her, who was to help in the housekeeping, and
take care of the young mistress of the old familiar house. The railway,
it is true, would have carried them there in half the time; but Cara
liked the preparation of the long, silent drive, and it pleased the
elder ladies that their darling should make her solitary journey so to
her father’s house. The road led through beautiful royal parks, more
than one, and by glimpses of the pleasant river. It was like an
old-fashioned expedition made in the days before railways, with full
time for all the anticipations, all the dreams, of what was to come.
Though her mind was full of natural excitement and sadness, Cara could
not help feeling herself like one of the heroines of Miss Austen’s
novels as she drove along. She had plenty of grave matters to think
about, and was very much in earnest as to her life generally; yet, with
the unconscious doubleness of youth, she could not help feeling only
half herself, and half Elizabeth Bennet or Catherine Moreland going off
into the world. And, indeed, without sharing the difficulties of these
young ladies, Cara Beresford in her own person had no small problem
before her. To fill the place of her mother, an accomplished woman, she
who was only a girl; to make his home pleasant to her father; to set
agoing once more something like family life. And she only seventeen, and
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