England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Cara did not like to look round her as it came to be
dark, lest she see _some one_ sitting in the corner in the shadow. It
seemed to her more than once that somebody moved in the distance, going
out or coming in, with a sweep of a long skirt, just disappearing as she
looked up. This meant, I suppose (or at least so many people would say),
that her digestion was not in such good order as it should have
been--but digestion was not a thing which came within Cara’s range of
thought.
Her father arrived about half-past six by the Continental train. Cara
stood at the door of the drawing-room, with her heart beating, wondering
if she ought to run down and receive him, or if he would come to her.
She heard him ask if she had come, and then he added, ‘I will go to my
room at once, John. I suppose dinner is nearly ready. I did not expect
to have been so late. Bring my things to my room.’
‘Shall I call Miss Cara, sir?’
‘No; never mind. I shall see her at dinner,’ he said.
And Cara instinctively closed the drawing-room door at which she had
been standing, as she heard him begin to come up the stairs. She stood
there, with her heart beating, in case he should call her; but he did
not. Then she too went to dress, with a chilled and stifled sensation,
the first sense of repulse which she had ever experienced. When she was
ready, she went back again very quickly and noiselessly, leaving the
door open. By-and-by her father’s step became audible coming down, and
he paused when he got to the door; but then resumed and went on again,
sending her word that she would find him in the dining-room. It was
unreasonable, the high swelling of offence and injured pride that she
felt in her heart--but there it was. Was this how he meant to use
her--her, his only child--now the mistress of his house? She went down,
after an interval of proud and painful reluctance, a slim, girlish
creature, in her white dress, her blue eyes somewhat strained and large,
more widely opened than was consistent with perfect composure. She was
not beautiful, like her mother. A certain visionary youthful severity
was in her looks. She was different altogether, different in every way,
from the pet and darling of the ladies at the Hill. Her father had not
seen her since she had leaped into long dresses and young-womanhood, and
he was startled by the change. Involuntarily, as he looked at her, her
mother’s description of the child Cara came back to his mind. Perhaps he
was all the more quick to notice this that his eye had been caught as he
paused at the drawing-room door by the last purchase he had made in
bric-à-brac, the Buen Retiro cup, of which his wife had said playfully
that Cara would insist that he should tell the dealer the exact value
before he bought it. This strange idea brought a half smile to his face,
and yet his memories were so far from smiling. The cup had been broken
to bits in the careless packing of that last journey home, when
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