British -- Italy -- Fiction; Dogs -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Phillis's pain was full of perplexity. She wanted to be sure what was
right, what was best for Jack, and for all. Her nature was altogether
true, simple, and free from the snare of self-torment, so that she was
spared many doubts in her life; only at this time they seemed to gather
about her like a mist. She knew little of the world. Mrs Thornton was
her aunt, she had lived at Hetherton since she had been a child, and Mr
Thornton was fond of her in his rough way, and had made out this plan of
his with a good deal of satisfaction.
"Two disinterested young fools," he had said to himself, chuckling, "or
at any rate they think themselves so. Play them off against one
another. See if that don't bring them together."
As it did.
Only it gave Jack the unjust impression that Phillis was swayed by the
desire to keep her position, and left him quite unconscious that to her
the threat of disinheriting him had been used. But, indeed, for her no
threat was needed. Jack had been her hero from the time when she looked
shyly at the big, fair-haired boy from the school-room window. It
amazed her when he asked her to marry him, but she took his words with
the simple trust which belonged to her character, and was quite content
to be happy. Should she have done otherwise? she thought--looking back
with a vague uneasiness. For, alas, she had begun to doubt, to wonder.
In the long days of travelling together, in the letters he had written,
something had forced itself upon her. Perhaps he had hardly cared it
should be otherwise, hardly wished to profess more than the quiet liking
he unquestionably felt, had no misgivings that she herself would desire
more. At any rate she had reached Florence in some perplexity of mind,
and by this time imagined that she had found the solution of her riddle.
It was curious how little Ibbetson knew of her true character. He
believed her to be easily influenced by stronger wills, and, indeed, to
require some such support. In reality her judgment was clear, and, once
formed, no pain would turn her from what she felt to be the right
course. There, sitting between the vines, she set herself to consider
it. If Ibbetson did not love her, whether he loved another or not, it
would be wrong for them to marry. No dreams of his or her inheritance
must affect the question. No visions of self-sacrifice would be safe
guides. She went to work honestly, asking--how earnestly!--for the
"right judgment," and she would not shrink though the answer came heavy
with pain.
Phillis sat on, forgetting what was round her. The peasant girls looked
with some wonder at the signorina who stayed there away from all her
party. Presently Jack, who had missed her, came to search for her, a
little vexed with her and with himself. But Phillis showed no
displeasure, she only rose with a smile and told him that she had been
resting, but that she would not be unsociable any longer.
CHAPTER NINE.
BICE WRITES.
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