"Every day," he told me--"some new madness takes that poor deluded creature. Eighteen pounds were paid to him recently and he promptly tore the notes in half and scattered them about the room. When he was asked if he wanted anything from the Embassy he wrote for a ton of carbolic soap, and half a ton of chocolate. On another occasion he jumped into the hospital pond with his pipe in his mouth, declaring he was on fire. I dare not send him to England without an escort, for he would do himself some injury. As to the other British lunatic, he has not spoken for five weeks. I do not know what is to be done." Neither did I, for I was not then aware of the patient's true condition, and had no desire to "butt in." They had lived for several months among the other madmen in hospital, and I thought it probable that they had really lost their reason. The lunatics' ward was a terrifying place. My experience of it, although limited to a few hours, was enough to last a lifetime. In order to secure drugs for "doping" sentries I complained of severe insomnia one day, and was sent to the mental specialist. While waiting for him, I noticed that one of the British lunatics was regarding me with unblinking furious eyes, while the other was praying--apparently for the souls of the damned. The Greek financier was singing softly to himself, and applauding himself. There is something very alarming about madness. One feels suddenly and closely what a narrow margin divides us from a world of terror. Their souls stand forlornly by their bodies, knocking at the door of intelligence. When the mental specialist arrived, I was seized by grave alarm. What if he should find me insane? . . . He held up a finger, tracing patterns in the air, and told me to watch it closely. While I watched him, he watched me. "The moving finger writes," I thought, "and having writ . . ." "I can see your finger perfectly," I protested nervously. "Far from it," said the enthusiastic specialist. "You are not following it with your eyes." "I am--indeed I am," said I, squinting at his fat forefinger. "I am told you cannot sleep," continued my interlocutor. "You seem to me to be suffering from nervous exhaustion." "A little sleeping draught . . ." I suggested. "I ought to observe you for a few days," he answered. "Not here?" I quavered. "Yes, here." "But I do not like the--other lunatics," said I, in a small voice. Eventually, to my great delight, I was allowed to remain where I was, and was given (as reward for the danger I had endured) several cachets of bromide and a few tablets of trional.