In the next few days Ralph died a hundred times, and had been rescued
from death at least a dozen times by Mildred; she had watched by his
bedside, she had even visited his grave. And at the end of each dream
came the question: 'Would he live, would he die?' At last, unable to
bear the suspense any longer, she went to the National Gallery to
obtain news of him. But Miss Brand had little news of him. She was
leaving the gallery, and the two girls went for a little walk. Mildred
was glad of company, anything to save her from thinking of Ralph, and
she laughed and talked with Nellie on the bridge in St. James' Park,
until she began to feel that the girl must think her very heartless.
'How pale and ill you're looking, Mildred.'
'Am I? I feel all right.'
Nellie's remark delighted Mildred, 'Then I have a heart,' she thought,
'I'm not so unfeeling as I thought.'
The girls separated at Buckingham Palace. Mildred walked a little way,
and then suddenly called a hansom and told the man to drive to
Chelsea. But he had not driven far before thoughts of the woman he was
living with obtruded upon her pity, and she decided that it would be
unwise for her to venture on a second visit. The emotion of seeing her
again might make him worse, might kill him. So she poked her parasol
through the trap, and told the cabby to drive to Victoria Station.
There she bought some violets, she kept a little bunch for herself,
and sent him a large bouquet. 'They'll look nice in the studio,' she
said, 'I think that will be best.'
Two days after she received a letter from Ellen Gibbs.
'MADAM,--It is my sad duty to inform you that Mr. Ralph Hoskin died
this afternoon at two o'clock. He begged me to write and thank you for
the violets you sent him, and he expressed a hope that you would come
and see him when he was dead.
'The funeral will take place on Monday. If you come here to-morrow,
you will see him before he is put into his coffin.--I am, yours truly,
'ELLEN GIBBS.'
The desire to see her dead lover was an instinct, and the journey from
Sutton to Chelsea was unperceived by her, and she did not recover from
the febrile obedience her desire imposed until Ellen opened the studio
door.
'I received a letter from you....'
'Yes, I know, come in.'
Mildred hated the plain middle-class appearance and dress of this
girl. She hated the tone of her voice. She walked straight into the
studio. There was a sensation of judgment in the white profile, cold,
calm, severe, and Mildred drew back affrighted. But she recovered a
little when she saw that her violets lay under the dead hand. 'He
thought of me to the end. I forgive him everything.'
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