Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
But Idelle was so naïve about all this now, or pretended to be, so
careless of what he or any one else might think in case they ever found
out. She did not seem to guess how much he might suffer by her telling
him all this, or how much pain thinking about it afterward might cause
him. She was too selfish intellectually. She didn’t even guess,
apparently, what his mood might be toward all this, loving her as he
did. No—she really didn’t care for him, or any one else—couldn’t, or
she couldn’t have done anything like that. She would have lied to him
rather. She had been, and was—although now semi-reformed—a heartless,
careless wastrel, thinking of no one but herself. She had not cared
about the wives of either of those two men who were pursuing her in
B——, or what became of them, or what became of any of the others who
had pursued her since. All she wanted was to be danced attendance on,
to be happy, free, never bored. The other fellow never counted with
Idelle much. In this case the wife of the younger lover, Coulstone, had
been informed, the conservatives of the city appealed to, as it were.
Coulstone, seeing the storm and being infatuated with his conquest,
suggested Paris or a few years on the Riviera, but, strangely enough,
Idelle would have none of it, or him, then. She wouldn’t agree to be
tied down for so long! She had suffered a reversal of conscience or
mood—even—or so she said,—went to a priest, went into retirement here
in G——, having fled her various evil pursuers.
* * * * *
_How impressive the outlying slopes of these mountains they were just
entering!_
* * * * *
And yet he could understand that, too, in some people, anyhow,—the one
decent thing in her life maybe, a timely revolt against a too great
and unbroken excess. But, alas, it had been complicated with the fact
that she wasn’t ready to leave her mother or to do anything but stay
in America. Besides things were becoming rather complicated. The war
on J—— C—— threatened to expose her. Worse yet,—and so like her, life
had won her back. Her beauty, her disposition, youth and age pursuing
her—one slight concession to indulgence or pleasure after another and
the new mood or bent toward religiosity was entirely done away with.
Her sensual sex nature had conquered, of course.
* * * * *
_That little cabin on that slope, showing a lone lamp in the dark!_
* * * * *
And then—then—
* * * * *
_Morning, by George! Ten o’clock! He had been asleep all this time! He
would have to hurry and dress now!_
* * * * *
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