Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
There was no doubt, though, that things were now reaching such a
state that there would have to be a change. He couldn’t stand this
any longer. Women like Idelle were menaces, really, and shouldn’t
be tolerated. Most men wouldn’t stand for her, although he had. But
why? Why? Well, because he loved her, that was why, and you couldn’t
explain love. And the other reason—the worst of all—was the dread he
had been suffering of late years of being left alone again if she left
him. Alone! It was a terrible feeling, this fear of being left alone
in the future, and especially when you were so drawn to some one who,
whatever her faults, could make you idyllically happy if she only
would. Lord, how peculiar these love passions of people were, anyhow!
How they swayed one! Tortured one! Here he was haunted all the time now
by the knowledge that he would be miserable if she left him, and that
he needed some one like her to make him happy, a cheerful and agreeable
beauty when she chose to be, fascinating even when she was not, and yet
knowing that he would have to learn to endure to be alone if ever he
was to get the strength to force her to better ways. Why couldn’t he?
Or why couldn’t she settle down and be decent once? Well, he would have
to face this out with her, once and for all now. He wasn’t going to
stand for her carrying on in this fashion. She must sober down. She had
had her way long enough now, by God! He just wasn’t going to pose as
her husband and be a shield for her any longer! No sir, by George.
_Only thirty-eight miles more! If she were not there now, as she
promised!_
Beginning to-day she would have to give him a decent deal or he would
leave her. He wouldn’t—he couldn’t—stand for it any longer. Think of
that last time he had come on from K——, just as he was coming to-day,
and she had agreed to be at home—because he had made her promise before
going that she would—and then, by George, when he got off the train
and walked into the Brandingham with Arbuthnot to telephone, having
just told Arbuthnot that he expected to find her out at the house,
wasn’t she there with young Keene and four or five others, drinking and
dancing?
“Why, there’s your wife now, Garrison,” Arbuthnot had laughingly
jested, and he had had to turn it all off with that “Oh, yes, that’s
right! I forgot! She was to meet me here. How stupid of me!”
Why hadn’t he made a scene then? Why hadn’t he broken things up then?
Because he was a blank-blanked fool, that’s why, allowing her to pull
him around by the nose and do as she pleased! Love, that’s why! He was
a damned fool for loving her as much as he did, and in the face of all
he knew!
_Nearing Shively! Colonel Brandt’s stock-farm! Home soon now! That
little town in the distance, no connection with the railroad at all!_
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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