Chains : $b lesser novels and storiesDreiser, Theodore
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Chains : $b lesser novels and stories
Dreiser, Theodore
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories, American
Well, that time, coming home and finding her away, he had run down
to C—— on the chance of finding her there—and sure enough there she
was dancing with Aikenhead and Bodine by turns, and Mrs. Bodine and
that free Mrs. Gildas and Belle Geary joining them later. And when
he had sought her out to let her know he was back quite safe and
anxious to see her, hadn’t she turned on him with all the fury of a
wildcat—“Always following me up and snooping around after me to catch
me in something!” and that almost loud enough for all the others to
hear! It was terrible! How could anybody stand for such a thing! He
couldn’t, and retain his self-respect. And yet he had—yes, he had, more
shame to him! But if it hadn’t been that he had been so lonely just
beforehand and so eager to see her, and hadn’t had those earrings for
her in his pocket—thinking they would please her—perhaps he wouldn’t
have done as he did, backed down so. As it was—well, all he could think
of at the moment was to apologize—to his own wife!—and plead that he
hadn’t meant to seem to follow her up and “snoop around.” Think of
that! Hang it all, why hadn’t he left her then and there? Supposing she
didn’t come back? Supposing she didn’t? What of it? What of it? Only—
“_This way out, please._”
Well, here was G—— at last, and there was Charles, well enough,
waiting as usual. Would she be home now? Would she? Perhaps, after
all, he had better not say anything yet, just go around to Kiralfy’s
and get the flowers. But to what end, really, if she weren’t there
again? What would he do this time? Surely this must be the end if she
weren’t there, if he had any strength at all. He wouldn’t be put upon
in this way again, would he?—after all he had told himself he would
do the last time if ever it happened again! His own reputation was
at stake now, really. It depended on what he did now. What must the
servants think—his always following her up and she never being there or
troubling about him in the least?
“_Ah, Charles, there you are! To Kiralfy’s first, then home!_”
She was making him a laughing-stock, or would if he didn’t take things
in hand pretty soon to-day, really—a man who hung onto a woman because
she was young and pretty, who tolerated a wife who did not care for him
and who ran with other men—a sickening, heartless social pack—in his
absence. She was pulling him down to her level, that’s what she was
doing, a level he had never deemed possible in the old days. It was
almost unbelievable—and yet— But he would go in and get the flowers,
anyway!
“_Back in a minute, Charles!_”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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