Her natural instinct of defiant secrecy kept the flood of protest back
from her lips. Already in her surprisingly definite philosophy of life,
self-concealment held a sacred and imperious position. Secrecy--and her
secrecy, because disguised under a superficial show of expansiveness,
was the more fundamental, the more dangerous--secrecy she recognised as
being both a shield and a weapon. Therefore, already apprehending that
existence in a world of men was a fight, a struggle, and a pursuit,
she took refuge in her citadel. And, being possessed of a picturesque
imagination, she had upon a certain solemn occasion carried a symbolic
key to the steps which led down to the sea from the end of the pergola
of gourds, and had flung it out as far as she was able into the
guardianship of the waters.
She remembered this now as she sat on the parapet with Julian, and
smiled to herself ironically. She looked at him with the eye of an
artist, and thought how his limbs, fallen into their natural grace
of relaxed muscularity, suggested the sculptural ease of stone far
more than the flat surfaces of canvas. Sculptural, she thought, was
undoubtedly the adjective which thrust itself upon one. In one of her
spasmodic outbursts of activity she had modelled him, but, disdainful
of her own talents, had left the clay to perish. Then she remembered
acutely that she would not see him again.
'My mythological Julian....' she murmured, smiling.
A world of flattery lay in her tone.
'You odd little thing,' he said, 'why the adjective?'
She made an expressive gesture with her hands.
'Your indifference, your determination--you're so intractable, so
contemptuous, so hard--and sometimes so inspired. You're so fatally
well suited to the Islands. Prince of Aphros?' she launched at him
insinuatingly.
She was skilful; he flushed. She was giving him what he had, half
unconsciously, sought.
'Siren!' he said.
'Am I? Perhaps, after all, we are both equally well suited to the
Islands,' she said lightly.
And for some reason their conversation dropped. Yet it sufficed to
send him, stimulated, from her side, full of self-confidence; he had
forgotten that she was barely seventeen, a child! and for him the smile
of pride in her eyes had been the smile of Aphros.
In the house, on his way through, he met Father Paul.
'Everything is known,' said the priest, wringing his hand with his
usual energy.
'What am I to do? Malteios wants me to leave Herakleion. Shall I
refuse? I am glad to have met you,' said Julian, 'I was on my way to
find you.'
'Go, if Malteios wants you to go,' the priest replied, 'the time is not
ripe yet; but are you determined, in your own mind, to throw in your
lot with Hagios Zacharie? Remember, I cautioned you when we were still
on Aphros: you must be prepared for a complete estrangement from your
family. You will be running with the hare, no longer hunting with the
hounds. Have you considered?'
'I am with the Islands.'
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