The phrase had awoken him with a smile of amusement to the fact that
she was no longer a child. He felt some curiosity to see her again
under the altered and advanced conditions of her life, yet, lazy and
diffident, he shrank from the storm of adventure and responsibility
which he knew would at once assail him. The indolence he felt sprang
largely from the certainty that he could, at any moment of his choice,
stretch out his hand to gather up again the threads that he had
relinquished. He had surveyed Herakleion, that other world, from the
distance and security of England. He had the conviction that it awaited
him, and this conviction bore with it a strangely proprietary sense in
which Eve was included. He had listened with amusement and tolerance to
the accounts of her exploits, his sleepy eyes bent upon his informant
with a quiet patience, as a man who listens to a familiar recital. He
had dwelt very often upon the possibility of his return to Herakleion,
but, without a full or even a partial knowledge of his motives,
postponed it. Yet all the while his life was a service, a dedication.
Then the letters which he received began to mention the forthcoming
elections; a faint stir of excitement pervaded his correspondence; Eve,
detesting politics, made no reference, but his father's rare notes
betrayed an impatient and irritable anxiety; the indications grew,
culminating in a darkly allusive letter which, although anonymous, he
took to be from Grbits, and finally in a document which was a triumph
of illiterate dignity, signed by Kato, Tsigaridis, Zapantiotis, and a
double column of names that broke like a flight of exotic birds into
the mellow enclosure of the Cathedral garden where it found him.
Conscious of his ripened and protracted strength, he took ship for
Greece.
He had sent no word to announce his coming. A sardonic smile lifted
one corner of his mouth as he foresaw the satisfaction of taking Eve
by surprise. A standing joke between them (discovered and created,
of course, by her, the inventive) was the invariable unexpectedness
of his arrivals. He would find her altered, grown. An unreasoning
fury possessed him, a jealous rage, not directed against any human
being, but against Time itself, that it should lay hands upon Eve,
his Eve, during his absence; taking, as it were, advantage while his
back was turned. And though he had often professed to himself a lazy
indifference to her devotion to him, Julian, he found intolerable the
thought that that devotion might have been transferred elsewhere.
He rose and strode thunderously down the deck, and one of his
fellow-travellers, watching, whistled to himself and thought,--
'That boy has an ugly temper.'
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