Miss Susan Bennett--as Christian had soon discovered, both pupils
and parents being very loquacious on the subject--was one of those
governesses whom one meets in hopeless numbers among the middle-class
families--girls, daughters of clerks or petty shopkeepers, above
domestic service, and ashamed or afraid of any other occupation, which,
indeed, is only too difficult to be found, whereby half-educated or not
particularly clever young women may earn their bread. They therefore
take to teaching as "genteel," and as being rather an elevation than
not from the class in which they were born. Obliged to work, though they
would probably rather be idle, they consider governessing the easiest
kind of work, and use it only as a means to an end which, if they have
pretty faces and tolerable manners, is--human nature being weak, and
life only too hard, poor girls!--most probably matrimony.
But governesses, pursuing their calling on this principle, are the
dead-weight which drags down their whole class. Half educated, lazy,
unconscientious, with neither the working faculty of a common servant,
nor the tastes and feelings of a lady, they do harm wherever they go;
they neither win respect nor deserve it; and the best thing that could
befall them would be to be swept down, by hundreds, a step lower in the
scale of society--made to use their hands instead of their heads, or, at
any rate, to learn themselves instead of attempting to teach others.
Christian--who, though chiefly self-taught, except in music, was a
well-educated woman, and a most conscientious teacher--had been caused
a world of trouble in undoing what her predecessor had done; and in the
few times that the little Fergusons had met in the street their former
instructress, who was a very good-looking and showy girl, she had not
been too favorably impressed with Miss Bennett. But when she saw her
coming out of the Lodge door, rather shabbier than beforetime, the March
wind whistling through her thin, tawdry shawl, and making her pretty
face look pinched and blue, Mrs. Grey, contrasting the comforts of her
own life with that of the poor governess, felt compassionately towards
her so much so, that, though wondering what could possibly be her
business at the Lodge, she assumed the mistress's kindly part, and bowed
to her in passing which Miss Bennett was in too great a hurry either to
notice or return.
"Has that lady been calling here?" she asked of Phillis, whom she met
bringing in Oliver from his afternoon walk.
"Lady!" repeated Phillis, scornfully, "she's only the governess."
"The governess!"
"Lor! didn't you know it, ma'am? And she coming to Miss Letitia every
day for this week past!" and Phillis gleamed all over with malicious
satisfaction that her mistress did not know it, and might naturally feel
annoyed and offended thereat.
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