"I hope all is safe for today," thought Christian, anxiously, and
determined to speak to Titia's father the first opportunity. He was
dining in hall today, and afterward they were to go to the long-delayed
entertainment at the vice chancellor's, which was to inaugurate her
entrance into Avonsbridge society.
Miss Gascoigne was full of it; and during all the time that the three
ladies were dining together, she talked incessantly, so that, even had
she wished, Mrs. Grey could not have got in a single word of inquiry
concerning Miss Bennett. She however, judged it best to wait quietly
till the cloth was removed and Barker vanished.
Christian was not what is termed a "transparent" character; that is,
she could "keep herself to herself," as the phrase is, better than most
people. It was partly from habit, having lived so long in what was worse
than loneliness, under circumstances when she was obliged to maintain
the utmost and most cautious silence upon every thing, and partly
because her own strong nature prevented the necessity of letting her
mind and feelings bubble over on all occasions and to every body, as is
the manner of weaker but yet very amiable women. But, on the other
hand, though she could keep a secret sacredly, rigidly--so rigidly as to
prevent people's even guessing that there was a secret to be kept, she
disliked unnecessary mysteries and small deceptions exceedingly. She saw
no use and no good in them. They seemed to her only the petty follies
of petty minds. She had no patience with them, and would take no trouble
about them.
So, as soon as the ladies were alone, she said to Miss Gascoigne
outright, without showing either hesitation or annoyance.
"I met Miss Bennett in the hall to-day. Why did you not tell me that you
and Aunt Maria had chosen a governess for Letitia?"
Sometimes nothing puzzles very clever people so much as a piece of
direct simplicity. Aunt Henrietta actually blushed.
"Chosen a governess? Well, so we did! We were obliged to do it. And
you were so much occupied with Arthur. Indeed, I must say," recovering
herself from the defensive into the offensive position, "that the way
you made yourself a perfect slave to that child, to the neglect of all
your other duties, was--"
"Never mind that now, please. Just tell me about Miss Bennett. When did
she come, and how did you hear of her?"
She spoke quite gently, in mere inquiry; she was so anxious neither
to give nor to take offense, if it could possibly be avoided. She bore
always in mind a sentence her husband had once quoted--and, though a
clergyman, he did not often quote the Bible, he only lived it: "As
much as in you lieth, live peaceably with all men." But she sometimes
wondered, with a kind of sad satire, whether the same could ever, under
any circumstances, be done with all women.
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