"Oh, Clara, the worst of it is that I have not the least idea. But from
something that hard man said, I believe he was an Englishman. I think I
could have got everything from him, he was so beside himself; but when
he told me that dreadful thing, and said that my father had lied to my
mother and ruined her, I felt so sick that I could not speak, till he
turned me out of the house, and struck me as I went."
"What?"
"Yes, he turned me out of the house, and gave me the blow of disgrace,
and said I should never look on his face again. He had won his
revenge--I cannot tell what he meant, for I never harmed him--and now I
might follow my mother, and take to--I can’t repeat it, but it was worse
than death. No fear of my starving, he said, with this poor face of
mine. And so I was going to Conny, dear Conny; I think he knew it all
long ago, but could not bear to tell me. And I sat on some steps in a
lonely place, for I did not know how to walk, and I prayed to see you
and die: then old Cora came after me, and even she was crying, and she
gave me all her money, and a morsel of the true cross, and told me to
come here first, for Conny was out of town, and she would come to see me
at dark; and perhaps the Professor would take me back when his rage was
over. Do you think I would ever go? And after what he told me to do!"
Such depth of loathing and scorn in those gentle violet eyes, and her
playful face for the moment so haughtily wild and implacable--Clara
Vaughan, in her stately rancour, seemed an iceberg by a volcano.
I saw that it was the moment for learning all that she knew; and the
time for scruples was past.
"Isola, tell me all you have heard, about this dastard bully?"
"I know very little; he has taken good care of that. I only know that he
did most horrible things to unfortunate cats and dogs. It made me
shudder to touch him at one time. But he gave that up I believe. But
there is some dark and fearful mystery, which my brother has found out;
that is if he be my brother. How can I tell even that? Whatever the
discovery was, it made such a change in him, that he cared for nothing
afterwards, until he saw you, Clara. I am not very sharp, you know,
though I have learned so much, that perhaps you think I am."
"My darling, I never thought such a thing for a moment."
"Oh, I am very glad. At any rate I like to talk as if I was clever.
And some people say I am. But, clever or stupid, I am almost certain
that Conny found out only half the secret; and then on the day when he
came of age, that man told him the rest, either for his own purposes, or
holy Madonna knows why."
"When was your brother of age?"
"Last Christmas Eve. Don’t you remember what I told you at the school
of design that day?"
"And when is your birthday, Isola?"
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