Life tasted good to me after my illness, better than ever before; the
flavor of everything was enhanced, and I sat down to the world’s table
as Lazarus must have done, with a sharpened appetite. One day after
hours, my foreman and I were in the shop amusing ourselves with a
wrestling bout, when a neighbor looked in on his way from Morvan and
told me that he had seen my wife there. I asked him how she was getting
along. He said, “She was leaving when I saw her, making for a better
world as fast as she was able.”
“It won’t be the better for her coming,” said one would-be wit, and
another cried, “Good luck never comes single; you stay with us, Colas,
and she goes!” And he drank to my health.
I felt somewhat shaky, but not wishing to show it, I too held up my
glass and answered, “When the gods love a man they take his wife away!”
But I could not swallow the wine, it seemed tasteless, and suddenly
starting up, I seized my stick and went out without saying another
word. They called after me, but my heart was in my throat, and I could
not answer. It was all very well to say that I did not love her, and
that we had been constantly rubbing one another up the wrong way for
the last thirty years; she had lain by my side in the narrow bed, and
from her had sprung the seed I planted; and now that the pale shadow
was near her, I felt a cold hand laid on my heart; it was as if a part
of my flesh was torn from me, and though I had often wished to be rid
of her, now I pitied her and myself, and--Heaven forgive me!--I almost
loved her!
I arrived the next day at nightfall, and as soon as I came near my wife
I could see on her face the hand of the great sculptor, and under the
wrinkled skin the tragic mask of Death. There was a yet more certain
sign, for she smiled as I came in, and said:
“Why, poor old man, I hope the walk has not tired you!”
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