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Colin got up from the chair in which he had been sitting for the last
half-hour since Violet had left him, frowning and puzzling over this
riddle. He felt that there was a key, which would fit the facts, and
that he was hovering round its discovery. It was close at hand, but some
sluggish mist of his own mind obscured it. He paced up and down his room
for a minute or two, then went to the window, open behind its tapping
blind, which he drew half up. Only the faintest night-wind stirred, the
sky was bare, and the full moon rode high in the south among the stars.
Just in front the terrace lay grey, and the garden dark, but beyond the
square black line of the yew-hedge the lake shone so bright in the
moonlight that it seemed a sheet of pale flame, brimming and molten. To
right and left rose the swelling uplands of the park, and all this
spacious stateliness within and without was the creation of that
ancestor of his who had planned a sanctuary. Colin felt no doubt that
his spirit survived in some remorseful hell, and what more poignant hell
could there be for it, now shorn of its pomp and prosperity, and naked
in the immaterial world, than the splendour of its earthly habitation
where it no longer had a place? Somehow his spirit seemed close and
ready to communicate: could it not give to one who so rapturously
claimed kinship and sympathy with it, some hint, some expression of
itself that should awake in him the comprehension of its strange desire
to build a sanctuary?...
Colin stood quite still, looking out on to the silent tranquillity, not
cudgelling his brain with conjecture any more, but letting it lie open
and quiet to the midnight, to see if, from outside or from its own
subconscious activity, there did not emerge what he was seeking for. It
was curious that a satisfactory solution of this point seemed of such
immense importance, but, rightly or wrongly, he believed that it held
some great significance.... And certainly there was a power abroad
to-night, something that tingled and throbbed in his veins. It was hard
to keep still under it, not to let his brain busy itself with ingenious
surmise, but he had done that already to the utmost of his power, and
now, with this stir of force round him, he must let himself stay passive
and receptive....
Suddenly the faint stirring of the night-breeze grew stronger, it
ruffled his hair, it blew the cracking, flapping blind out horizontal
into the room, and the pages of the manuscript on his table whispered
and shivered as if they were talking to themselves and giggling
together. And then the mist that had obscured his mind was whisked away,
and he knew he had the explanation for which he had been seeking. In a
couple of steps he was back at his table, and, open in the manuscript he
had been reading all day, there lay before his eyes the final words of
it which he had read uncomprehendingly before, but now saw to contain
the key he looked for.
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