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He put his hand on the low window-sill, and vaulted out on to the
terrace, where he had watched Dennis’s early essays in locomotion. In
the stillness, past and present seemed melted into one: the centuries no
longer represented the movement of time, they had not been borne away on
its stream, but were static as if portrayed in a picture. It might have
been on this very night that the original bargain was made, it might
have been here and now that his ancestor was devising the sanctuary on
the little plateau that lay among the oaks which he had planted. In the
moonlight Colin could almost visualize the windowed corridor that had
been planned to run from the corner of the room which he had just
quitted, till it joined among the trees the west wall of the sanctuary.
What a symbol would that shrine have been of old Colin’s life, what a
jubilee of the dedication of himself! There without doubt he intended to
celebrate those Satanic rites, that worship of evil for evil’s sake in
which they, to whom the sacred service of love was a thing abhorred and
derided, renewed their allegiance to the enemy of God, and in the
blasphemy of the Black Mass drew near to their Lord and Benefactor, who
strengthened and refreshed their souls. The shallow, the indifferent,
who just made as pleasant a pilgrimage as possible out of life, or who,
from vague instincts, tried to be good, or merely fell into evil because
they were weak or self-indulgent, could have no part in that: it would
be savourless as bran to any who had no living belief both in God and in
Satan; for blasphemy signified nothing to souls who did not hate the
sublime majesty of love. They who took part in its dark mysteries were
they who believed in God, and who, by their deliberate choice, rejected
and hated and defied Him. Old Colin would have been a fit worshipper
there, had not that senile panic, hoisting the white flag of his
surrender, overtaken him before his bond was due. It was a craven,
pitiful end: it was not love of his life-long Enemy that drove him to
that camp, but fear of him who had so magnificently befriended him.
Colin had wandered in the moonlight past the end of the terrace, and now
stood on the plateau, where, according to the plan, the sanctuary was to
have been built. Round him rose the tranced forest-trees, the grass,
drenched with dew, glimmered like a spread sheet of moonstone. Then,
suddenly springing up again, the wind warm and caressing made the
branches of the oaks whisper and sway, and through him ran a great
exaltation. He raised his hands, spreading his arms out wide.
“O Lord and Benefactor,” he said. “How will I rejoice to build a shrine
in honour of thee....”
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