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As Colin ran downstairs, he was in two minds again as to whether he
should allow Pamela Hunt to be happy or not. Their friendship, quite a
recent one, had been founded on laughter and good looks and high
spirits, but, since then, he had become aware that she was searching for
more from him than that, was digging below those flimsy foundations of
liking and laughter for something more profound. He did not really care
about her in the least, but she was eminently ornamental, and he liked
the bland unscrupulousness with which she pursued her way. Her
suggestion, indeed, that she should come down to Stanier for the Sunday,
where she knew he was in retreat in the bosom of his family, had a
daring innocence about it which was rather attractive. Their friendship
had already been a matter of extensive public comment in London, and it
showed a charming disregard of the usual conventions that she should
propose to share his domestic tranquillity. It was no secret from him
that she was in love with him, and he was guilty of no fatuous
gratification about that. In fact it seemed to him a pity, for he had
nothing whatever for her, and beyond doubt she was getting serious and
eager. However, she had proposed herself, and he had permitted it, and,
after all, there might be some amusement out of it, some chilling
disappointment for her, some ludicrous dénouement derived from his own
indifference or, possibly, exasperation if she became tedious. He had
not given her the smallest encouragement but that of laughter and
chatter, and, if she chose to attempt to hunt him down, any consequences
were of her own seeking. Then, too, how would Violet take it, in case
some kind friend had whispered warnings to her? It might be an amusing
Sunday.
He stepped out on to the terrace, already grilling in the sunshine, but
it looked less real now than a few hours ago under the moon. The stage
then had been alive with dark forces brewing drama, whereas now, in this
sane freshness of day, it was mere paint and pasteboard, like that same
stage seen next morning, when the actors had left it, and no drama
vivified the splendid setting. But as he walked along the terrace to the
yew-hedge it gained reality again. Just there would be the windowed
corridor, and there close at hand was the plateau among the oaks. Yes,
it was growing real again.
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