College stories; Women college students -- Fiction
“And Alden--you know Alden, Mr. Cahill?--well, he’s rather brutal,
sometimes--thinks only of his art--and he told her one day that she was
particularly fortunate to have had a great trouble in her life, and that
it would do more for her voice than ten years of training. You ought to
have seen how she looked at him! But men _are_ brutal; it was a man who
made her suffer first. She only told me part of the story, I don’t quite
understand, but I know it nearly broke her heart, young as she was, and
that she will never get over it or be the same again. I am not sure,”
went on the girl thoughtfully, “it was before she came to Boston, but I
don’t know the details, and of course I could ask no questions. She met
him quite a while ago, out West, I believe, where she lived, and she
thought he loved her, he led her to believe so, and she loved him, I
know. He must have been quite different from the men she had known. He
had everything and she nothing. It was a sort of King Cophetua and the
Beggar Maid episode, only the king was not kingly at all, and when the
time came for him to go, he left her quite calmly.”
Her face was flushed now and her eyes wide open and shining with the
indignation she felt. It struck Cahill again that she was the handsomest
girl he had ever seen, and he liked her so--aroused and animated--even
better than coldly beautiful. He was not listening very much to what
she was saying, but he was watching her quietly and intently, the nobly
poised head and low forehead with the hair growing so beautifully on it,
and the rounded chin and firm, rather square jaw. As he looked at her
the conviction was borne in upon him that she was a girl who would be
capable of entire devotion or utter renunciation, and that she would be
implacable if her confidence were once destroyed.
“It must be a fine thing for a man to do,” she went on, scornfully, “to
make a girl love him and believe him nobler, and better, and stronger
than he is, and then to undeceive her so cruelly! And a girl like this
one, too! That was the worst of it. It is bad enough when the girl and
the man have equal chances--when they know each other’s weapons and
skill, and when they can retire gracefully and before it is too late, or
when they are already so scarred up that one wound more makes no
difference. But when the advantages are all on one side--when one is so
much stronger than the other! It may be because I am so fond of this
girl, or it may be because I am even yet unused to the world’s ways, and
the four years spent in college and away from such things may have made
me super-sensitive, but however it may be, it seems a despicable thing
to me!” She stopped short, and the indignation and scorn in her voice
rang out sharply.
Cahill moved uneasily and looked around him. He had been so absorbed in
watching the girl’s face that he had hardly taken in what she had been
saying, but in some vague way he felt jarred and restless.
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