California -- Fiction; Ranch life -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“We mistook a romance, a sort of midsummer, moving-picture romance,”
Dean went on, “for a solid and lasting affection. And it is, of
course,” he was very clear and definite about it but his expression
was rather bleak, “extremely fortunate that we became aware of our
mistake when we did.”
Again the doctor nodded. “I wonder if Ginger’s father and mother were
not assailed by doubts of that sort,” he mused. “Far apart as the
poles, they were--race, type, creed, training--and yet that marriage
was a success; an ardent success. Of course, Ginger’s mother, Rosalía
Valdés--and she was more beautiful than Ginger, I believe--died when
the girl was a baby. I’ve often asked myself if a marriage of that sort
can stand the slow procession of years, the humdrum cares, the fading--”
“I think not,” Dean Wolcott cut in. “Marriage,” he stated with young
sapience, “any marriage, where blood and breeding and background are
the same, presents _sufficient_ difficulties of adjustment. It was
undoubtedly a most fortunate termination.” He had pulled off his hat,
and now a brisk wind traveled up from the sea and mussed the shining
precision of his fine, fair hair, as a sudden confusion marred the
precision of his careful speech. “Doctor, I have--I needn’t say that I
have the highest--that I admire and shall always admire her beauty and
charm--and--and courage and ability--and I hope you won’t misunderstand
my motives, my feelings--” he got very warmly flushed and young looking
and his gaze besought his friend for credence. “I must see Ginger and
I must see Ojeda, simply as a matter of decent self-justification. It
is intolerable for me to leave any place, any persons, with such a
contemptible impression.”
“I can get your angle on it, Dean,” said the doctor, gravely, “but
aren’t you overemphasizing--exaggerating--the whole affair? After all,
why should you have been able to ride like a ‘buckeroo’--a city man,
an easterner? (Though a fellow from San Francisco or Los Angeles would
have been in the same boat.) And besides, you were in no shape to stand
such exertion; it was mad folly to attempt it. I blame myself bitterly
for not having warned you against that sort of thing, but I never
imagined----”
Again the young man interrupted him heedlessly. “Yes, of course, the
whole thing was absurd! If my sense of humor hadn’t been left on the
other side, if I had made determined comedy of myself for them, or
if I’d had sense enough to refuse to ride”--but his flush deepened
as he remembered why and how he had capitulated--“it need never have
happened. But it did happen, Doctor. I did make a sickening spectacle
of myself in the eyes of those people. I failed utterly according to
their standards, and--granted that their standards are immature and
crude ones--the fact is intolerable to me. That’s why I’ve learned to
ride, that’s why I wanted Snort; that’s why I must go once to Dos Pozos
for a day, before I--before I put a period to that episode.”
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