Country life -- England -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Working class -- England -- Fiction
“I wouldn’t wait too long, ’Melia. Ye mightn’t get asked so often as you
might think for,” sneered the fat girl again; and ’Melia—ready, as
usual—said that of course there was that danger to fear, but that she
would take her chance all the same. And at that the lads laughed so
vexatiously loud that the girls were vexed and bit their lips. By all of
which it is to be surmised that, fond as ’Melia was of frolic and
flattery, she had never even given the smallest portion of herself away,
thus far, and, as her poor mother had proudly said of her, was no more
than a bit light-hearted. Only to-day, for the first time, she had not
been quite honest with herself, and if she had chosen to confess it,
_did_ know who she would take in the end—provided he asked her!
But there was the rub. He had not yet asked her. There had been larking
enough, but nothing serious; and though you might possibly know how far
you dared go with a lad of your own village whom you had known all your
life, you did not feel quite so sure with a London chap, for the ways of
London chaps were cruel and uncertain, and everybody said you must needs
beware of them if you did not want to be led astray; and, though ’Melia
wanted as much fun as she could get, she had no intention of being led
astray.
So, if the truth were known, ’Melia was rather cross with herself than
otherwise that it should just happen to be this London chap who had made
her feel something that she had never somehow felt for any lad before.
She didn’t recognize it to herself as love, and she had scorned to
acknowledge it at first, but she knew very well now in the depths of her
heart that it was stronger than her will, and that she would take that
Mr. Farr fast enough if he were to ask her. What was it in him that was
making a fool of her? There was many a better-looking man among her own
acquaintance, and he had not even any of the dash that one was wont to
expect in one bred in the great world; while as for his condition in
life, it was absolutely dark to her, and she had always supposed she
would not sell her universally acknowledged charms but to a high bidder.
So ’Melia was ashamed of herself when—as the hoppers wandered up the
hill again that day at the sunsetting—she found herself loitering behind
with the chap from London, and actually consenting to a tryst that very
night under the lea of the down beneath the windmill—a moonlight tryst
with a stranger, a thing that she had never done in her life
before—gadabout as she too truly was, though not in the sense in which
the neighbours hinted it. Yes, ’Melia was ashamed of herself, but she
was going to do it all the same! So, of course, she was none the better
pleased when Mr. Wilkins—meeting her on the meadow’s brow after she had
parted from her new swain—said, speaking to her for the first time that
day, “’Melia Shaw, there’s Miss Crutch waitin’ for ye round by the
oast-house. She’s got a word to say to ye afore ye goes home.”
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