It was not difficult to guess that something acute had happened to him
very recently. Jessie Mary suddenly experienced a guilty pang. Yet why
Macgregor should have come back to her now was beyond her
comprehension. Yon yellow-haired girl in the shop could not have told
him anything――that was certain. And though she had not really wanted
him back, now that he had come she was fain to hold him once more.
Such thoughts made confusion in her mind, out of which two distinct,
ideas at last emerged: she did not care if she had hurt the
yellow-haired girl; she could not go to the dance on Macgregor’s
money.
So gently, sadly, she told her lie; “Ay, there’s somebody else,
Macgreegor.” Which suggests that no waist is too small to contain an
appreciable amount of heart and conscience.
A brief pause, and Macgregor said drearily:
“Aweel, it doesna matter. I’ll awa’ hame.” And went languidly down the
stairs.
“It doesna matter.” The words haunted Jessie Mary that night, and it
was days before she got wholly rid of the uncomfortable feeling that
Macgregor had not really wanted her to go to the dance, and that he
had, in fact, been “codding” her.
Whereas, poor lad, he had only been “codding” himself, or, at least,
trying to do so. By the time he reached the bottom step he had
forgotten Jessie Mary.
* * * * *
Once more he tramped the streets.
At home Lizzie was showing her anxiety, and John was concealing his.
When, at long last, he entered the kitchen, he did not appear to hear
his mother’s “Whaur ha’e ye been, laddie?” or his father’s “Ye’re
late, ma son.” Their looks of concern at his tired face and muddy
boots passed unobserved.
Having unlaced his boots and rid his feet of them more quietly than
usual, he got up and went to the table at which his mother was
sitting.
He took all the money――all――from his pockets and laid it before her.
“There’s a shillin’ each for Jeannie an’ Jimsie. I’m no’ needin’ the
rest. I’m wearied,” he said, and went straightway to his own room.
John got up and joined his wife at the table. “Did I no’ tell ye,” he
cried, triumphantly, “that Macgreegor wud dae the richt thing?”
Lizzie stared at the little heap of silver and bronze.
“John,” she whispered at last, and there was a curious distressed note
in her voice, “John, d’ye no’ see?――he’s gi’ed me ower much!”
CHAPTER ELEVEN
As a rule tonics are bitter, and their effects very gradual, often so
gradual as to be hardly noticeable until one’s strength is put to some
test. While it would be unfair to deny the existence of “backbone” in
Macgregor, it is but just to grant that the “backbone” required
stiffening. And it is no discredit to Macgregor that the tincture of
Christina’s hardier spirit which, along with her (to him) abundant
sweetness, he had been absorbing during these past weeks, was the very
tonic he needed, the tonic without which he could not have acted as he
did on the Monday night following his dismissal.
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