Of this action one may say, at first thought, that it was simply the
outcome of an outraged pride. Yet Macgregor’s pride was at best a
drowsy thing until a girl stabbed it. It forced him to Jessie Mary’s
door, but there failed him. Throughout the miserable Sunday it lay
inert, with only an occasional spasm. And though he went with it to
the encounter on Monday, he carried it as a burden. His real
supporters were Love and Determination, and the latter was a new
comrade, welcome, but not altogether of his own inspiring.
* * * * *
He did not go to the shop, for he had neither money nor the petty
courage necessary to ask it of his parents. On the pavement, a little
way from the door, he waited in a slow drizzle of rain. He had no
doubts as to what he was going to do and say. The idea had been with
him all day, from early in the morning, and it _had_ to be carried
out. Perhaps his nerves were a little too steady to be described as
normal.
When eight o’clock struck on a neighbouring tower, he did not start or
stir. But across the street, peering round the edge of a close-mouth,
another boy jerked his head at the sound. Willie Thomson was
exceedingly curious to know whether Saturday night had seen the end of
the matter.
Christina, for no reason that she could have given, was late in
leaving the shop; it was twenty minutes past the hour when she
appeared.
She approached quickly, but he was ready for her.
“No!” she exclaimed at the sight of him.
He stepped right in front of her. She was compelled to halt, and she
had nothing to say.
He faced her fairly, and said――neither hotly nor coldly, but with a
slight throb in his voice:
“I’ll be guid enough yet.” With a little nod as if to emphasise his
words, and without taking his eyes from her face, he stood aside and
let her go.
Erect, he followed her with his eyes until the darkness and traffic of
the pavement hid her. Then he seemed to relax, his shoulders drooped
slightly, and with eyes grown wistful he moved slowly down the street
towards home. Arrived there he shut himself up with an old school
dictionary.
Dull work, but a beginning....
“Guid enough yet.” Christina had not gone far when through all her
resentment the full meaning of the words forced itself upon her. “Oh,”
she told herself crossly, “I never meant him to take it that way.” A
little later she told herself the same thing, but merely impatiently.
And still later, lying in the dark, she repeated it with a sob.
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