England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
“Lucille—that’s our English Lucy, I suppose? Lucille Holdsworth! It’s a
pretty name; and I hope—I forget what I was going to say. Oh! it was
this. Paul, I think we need never speak about this again; only remember
you are not to be sorry. You have not done wrong; you have been very,
very kind; and if I see you looking grieved I don’t know what I might
do;—I might breakdown, you know.” I think she was on the point of doing
so then, but the dark storm came dashing down, and the thunder-cloud
broke right above the house, as it seemed. Her mother, roused from
sleep, called out for Phillis; the men and women from the hay-field
came running into shelter, drenched through. The minister followed,
smiling, and not unpleasantly excited by the war of elements; for, by
dint of hard work through the long summer’s day, the greater part of
the hay was safely housed in the barn in the field. Once or twice in
the succeeding bustle I came across Phillis, always busy, and, as it
seemed to me, always doing the right thing. When I was alone in my own
room at night I allowed myself to feel relieved; and to believe that
the worst was over, and was not so very bad after all. But the
succeeding days were very miserable. Sometimes I thought it must be my
fancy that falsely represented Phillis to me as strangely changed, for
surely, if this idea of mine was well-founded, her parents—her father
and mother—her own flesh and blood—would have been the first to
perceive it. Yet they went on in their household peace and content; if
anything, a little more cheerfully than usual, for the “harvest of the
first-fruits”, as the minister called it, had been more bounteous than
usual, and there was plenty all around in which the humblest labourer
was made to share. After the one thunderstorm, came one or two lovely
serene summer days, during which the hay was all carried; and then
succeeded long soft rains filling the ears of corn, and causing the
mown grass to spring afresh. The minister allowed himself a few more
hours of relaxation and home enjoyment than usual during this wet
spell: hard earth-bound frost was his winter holiday; these wet days,
after the hay harvest, his summer holiday. We sate with open windows,
the fragrance and the freshness called out by the soft-falling rain
filling the house-place; while the quiet ceaseless patter among the
leaves outside ought to have had the same lulling effect as all other
gentle perpetual sounds, such as mill-wheels and bubbling springs, have
on the nerves of happy people. But two of us were not happy. I was sure
enough of myself, for one. I was worse than sure,—I was wretchedly
anxious about Phillis. Ever since that day of the thunderstorm there
had been a new, sharp, discordant sound to me in her voice, a sort of
jangle in her tone; and her restless eyes had no quietness in them; and
her colour came and went without a cause that I could find out. The
minister, happy in ignorance of what most concerned him, brought out
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