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The love and tenderness I have hitherto expressed to
you is false, and I now feel that my indifference towards
you increases every day, and the more I see you the more
you appear ridiculous in my eyes, and contemptible--
I feel inclined and in every respect disposed and determined
to hate you. Believe me I never had any inclination
to offer you my hand. Our last conversation I assure you
left a tedious and wretched insipidity which has not
possessed me with an exalted opinion of your character,
your inconstant temper would make me miserable,
and if ever we are united, I shall experience nothing but
the hatred of my parents, added to the everlasting
pleasure in living with you, I have a true heart to bestow,
but however I do not wish you for a moment to think
it is at your service, as I could not give it to one more
inconstant and capricious than yourself, and one less
capable to do honour to my choice, and my family.
Yes, Madam, I beg and desire you’ll be persuaded that I
think seriously, and you will do me a great favour to
avoid me. I shall excuse you taking the trouble to
give me an answer to this, as your letters are full of
nonsense and impertinence, and have not a shadow of
wit and good sense. Adieu, and believe me truly, I am
so averse to you, that it is impossible I should ever be,
Madam, your Affectionate Servant and Lover. R. G.
Sir,
The uniform tendency of your behaviour from
the natural brutality of disposition evinced by you since
the period of our acquaintance, has possessed me with
a sovereign contempt of your understanding, without
the most exalted opinion of your politeness and integrity,
believe me, I have considered you a despisable being,
and could I ever be induced to change my condition,
you are the last person I should choose; nay, I despise you
you are only capable of inspiring in me such ideas.
Though it has lowered me in my opinion, nevertheless
your letter has afforded me satisfaction by convincing me
I am not so contemptible a character as I should be did
I possess your esteem. With respect to your heart
I believe it to be quite as worthless as your letter, and
did it offer me a refusal some difficulty might occur
to decide whether to throw it on the dunghill or the fire.
Matrimony is a union not to be formed without due care,
my knowledge of you has redoubled caution on this point,
and I should prefer you on such an event taking place,
if like Polita I wish to deal in monkeys and apes--
I cannot conclude without giving thanks for your candour,
though in it you may have violated every rule of decency,
and I shall follow your example by assuring you I am
resolved never to subscribe myself what I really am not
your well-wisher and sincere friend, E. H. M.
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