England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"I thought you admired Miriam most," he said a little shortly.
"I did not know then she had green eyes."
This was true: the hue of Miriam's eyes, of a blue verging on green, was
the fault of her face; I had been quick to detect it; Cornelius reddened
and never broached the subject again.
Miriam came no more near us, and kept such good watch on her young
sister, that we never had the opportunity of again comparing them
together. Strange and sad to say, as autumn opened, the young girl
sickened and in a few weeks died in the arms of her sister, childish and
unconscious to the last. Miss O'Reilly and I watched the funeral leaving
the house; as I saw it pass by, I felt as if Death, baulked of one prey
and unwilling to leave our dwelling unsated, had seized on her, and I
startled Kate by observing--
"Kate, don't you think poor Miss Ducky died instead of me?"
"Bless the child!" exclaimed Kate, turning pale; "never say that again."
But the fancy had taken hold of me, and, unless I am much deceived, of
another too. Weeks elapsed before we saw anything of the bereaved sister.
We heard that, wrapt in her grief, she remained for days locked in her
room, and there brooded over her loss, rejecting consolation with scorn,
and indulging in passionate mourning. Kate blamed this excessive sorrow;
her brother never uttered one word of praise or blame.
Though my health was much improved, I was still delicate and subject to
attacks of languor. One evening, Kate, seeing me scarcely able to sit up,
wanted me to go to bed; but Cornelius had been out all day, I wished to
await his return, so I went to the back-parlour, reclined on a couch, and
there fell asleep.
I was partly awakened by the sound of voices talking earnestly in the
next room, of which the door stood half open. I listened, still half
asleep: one of the voices was that of Cornelius, passionately entreating;
the other that of Miriam, coldly denying and accusing him of infidelity
to the dead, whilst with ardent warmth he protested that she alone had
been mistress of his thoughts. I sat up on the couch amazed and
confounded. My room was dark, they could not see me, but I could see
them. Miriam sat by the table, clad in deep mourning; Cornelius by her,
with his face averted from me; he held her hand in his, still entreating;
she said nothing, but she no longer denied. He raised her hand to his
lips unreproved; whilst a bright rosy hue, that seemed too ardent for a
blush, passed over her face, late so pale with grief.
I sank back on my couch, frightened at having heard and seen what had
never been meant for my ear or sight; but I could not help it; I could
not leave the room where I was, without breaking in upon them; twice I
rose to do so, but each time my courage failed me. So I kept quiet, and
stopping my ears with my fingers, did my best not to hear. I could not
however help catching words now and then, and once I heard Miriam
saying--
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