England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction
"Oh! my darling!" he said, ardently, "do not regret it so much. If I will
share your friendship with none, is it not because I mean to take on
myself the exclusive care of your happiness? Trust in me--in that feeling
be a child again. Alas! I sometimes fear that the calmness and serenity
of childhood are not merely in your years, but also in your nature. Oh!
if, without adding one day to your existence--one dark page to your
experience--I could change this!"
I tried to smile, but I could not--I felt languid and wretched. My heart
ached at what I had done--at William, given up so utterly, with scarcely
a cause assigned. I wondered if Cornelius, knowing all, would have
exacted the same sacrifice. Once or twice I tried to bring the discourse
round to the point I wished; but he shunned this so carefully, that at
length my eyes opened: Cornelius wished to know nothing. From that moment
I was silent and resigned.
If endearing language, and every proof of an ardent affection, could have
consoled me, I need not have grieved: but even sitting by Cornelius---
even listening to him--I was haunted by the image of William vainly
waiting for me at the old meeting-place. I heard his voice reproachfully
exclaiming--now, alas! with how much truth--"You have deceived me!"
In the course of the day, we received an invitation to take tea with Miss
Murray, in honour of her nephew's return. I said I could not go, and
Kate, with a smile, replied she would sacrifice herself, and allow
Cornelius to remain and keep me company. We spent a quiet evening
together. My head again ached slightly; I was glad of the pretence to lie
on the sofa with closed eyes. Cornelius sat by me, holding my hand in
his, and thus his sister found us on her return. She looked at us with a
pleased face, and said it was well to be a spoiled child like me.
"By the bye," she carelessly added, "William Murray is as great a bear as
ever. He had been out all day, and looked, when he came in, as if he
longed to knock me down."
I think I replied, "Indeed." I know that soon after this I went up to my
room, there to learn what new pangs can give to grief, and what new
bitterness to tears--the sense of an affection betrayed.
CHAPTER VIII.
I sat to Cornelius as usual on the following day, but not a word did we
exchange concerning what had passed. In the course of the afternoon he
said he no longer wanted me; I left him, glad of a little solitude and
liberty. He joined me in the garden as dusk was falling. He found me
sitting on the bench studying Tasso. He asked me if we should not read
together. I assented, but twice my tears fell on the page: he closed the
book, and said sadly:
"Daisy, you need not weep; I release you from your promise."
I started slightly: he continued:
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