“Soon the rain will fall. It must sometime,” he mumbled to this plant
and to that, as though addressing conscient things. “If you’d bear me
just one rose among you, even a half-blown rose----”
So the old dodderer was back to roses again! Thus Satan commented to
the girl-shade. Roses were the gardener’s specialty. He had begun with
them a thousand years before, trying between whiles to bring to bloom
every known flower, from shrubs to lowly blue-bells. Interesting to
keep count upon how often he would revert to the hopeless hope of that
one rose!
Over his bench an inventor twenty years dead was about to try out
a miniature airship over which he had spent the entire span of his
endless workdays. As the moment of the test approached his hands
twitched too spasmodically to turn the propeller. Glancing up into
the censorious smile of the royal bystander, his face contorted by an
expectancy painful to see, he gained control. Next moment the invention
which he had quitted earth too soon to see perfected lay on the ground.
At his touch the model had quitted the bench, hovered briefly in
mid-air, then dropped.
An artist mixed paints on her palette. Over an impressionistic study of
the lurid sky-scape she worked, inspired by sheer necessity. But the
colors faded to a monotone, no matter how thickly she laid them on.
Long before the end of the Lane, Dolores had begun to understand.
That one rose never would bloom. The model plane could not fly. No
paint squeezed from Avernian tubes might express the genius of the
artist-shade for even one short hour. It was too late for the most
ambitious spirit to achieve.
Shadows from her somber thoughts were in the glance uplifted to her
guide.
“You have the askingest eyes,” observed he. “Very well. I’ll give you
a lift through the Lane of Labors. Of course it is all illusion. The
gardener imagines the weeds, the inventor the crash of his plane, the
artist her chromatic pigments. And what we see in them is what they
believe of themselves. Just as well might they imagine success, except
for--For what now, do you suppose?”
“For fear?”
Satan nodded. “Thought you’d get the idea if I gave you time. A singer
fears that her voice will fail. It fails. A woman with child fears for
its inheritance. She bears a defective. A sea captain fears that he
cannot manage his crew. From his weakness springs their mutiny. Except
for fear in the heart you earthlings could become a race of gods.”
“Gehenna, then, is thwarted hope?”
“Gehenna is preconceived failure, built up on my revised theory,
where-there’s-hope-there’s-life! Diverts me how they try and try,
foredoomed by self-doubt. They don’t and won’t know before That Day
that they must fail. Absolutely to know would be----”
“Hell?” Dolores’ lips shuddered the word.
“Hell will be despair. There none will try.”
“And--and Heaven?”
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