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“Joy”—his voice was a long way off, like the echo of a vanished
heart-beat—“I—must—think. I’ve—got—to—think.”
Still incredulous, she stood motionless, watching.
“I’ve got to—think!”
And she was alone in the big living-room.
V
” What kind of girls you were living with and what kind of a life you
lead—from man to man instead of hand to mouth——”
Joy had turned the words over in her whirling brain all night. One thing
alone was certain; she must see Packy, find out what he meant—what
Packy had insinuated about herself in particular—what he knew, about
Sarah and Jerry——
Jerry came in about ten o’clock in her favourite purple satin and pink
mules, first poking a freckled nose around the door to see if she was
awake. “Didn’t disturb you last night because I thought if there was any
sleep to be had, you ought to have it,” she announced.
She regarded Jerry from beneath tired eyelids, with a sick feeling of
disloyalty. Jerry was the best friend she had; she knew that;—and yet,
she knew just as surely that she could not picture Grant meeting her.
What could Packy have meant——Watching Jerry’s unconscious face, she
could not bring herself to repeat Packy’s quoted words—to tell Jerry
anything of what had passed.
“Why don’t you try and sleep some more?” Jerry was saying, after a keen
scrutiny of her. “You look dead, and you’ve got nothing on hand this
A.M.—it’s just as well to hang off when you can.”
Joy fell back into bed, and Jerry pulled down the black and
white-striped shades before tiptoeing out. From the first moment that
she had known Jerry, she had liked her. Jerry had never been anything to
Joy but an unselfish, true friend. If it had not been for Jerry, the
glory of music that Pa was unfolding to her would never have been hers.
If it had not been for Jerry, she would never have met Grant—never have
known. . . . But now—now, what did she owe Jerry? Grant had said, he
had to—think. How long—how long would he—think?
She had had only a few hours of fitful slumber—something that Jerry had
divined with one solicitous glance. Jerry had gone out and left her
without trying to talk, which might fully have awakened her. What had
Packy meant? She sank into a comatose state from which, contrary to the
will of her weary brain, she fell into a heavy sleep.
About four o’clock, she woke with a raging headache. Jerry had closed
the windows, as the room faced on a court and was noisy in the daytime,
and the air was envelopingly turgid. She dressed slowly, realizing as
she became more awake that she had not really eaten for more than
twenty-four hours. To ransack the kitchen at this time of the day was
hopeless, she knew. There was no solution but to walk down to the
nearest dairy lunch, which was quite a distance.
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