Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 1 of 3Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 1 of 3
Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
Fiction
“I have got such a headache,” she says wearily (she might say
heartache), “and if I go into that suffocating room, it will be worse.
Then to-morrow I shall make my appearance at breakfast with great
haggard eyes, red-rimmed and underlined with bistre shades, and a horrid
white face that will draw down _such_ a scolding from mamma and Trixy!
_You_ know well enough all I shall have to endure.”
The trivial bond of sympathy which her stress on the “you” seems to
indicate sounds strangely pleasant to his ears, but he preserves a
silence, though he gazes at her fixedly.
For, under the flickering light, Zai is truly a thing of beauty and a
joy for ever.
“Lord Delaval, _will_ you do me a very great favour?” she pleads
prettily, glancing up at him.
“Of course!” he answers rather dreamily. He is a Society man, a scoffer
at sentiment, an Atheist in love, but this little girl’s ways and
proximity exercise a curious influence over him. They are in fact
something like the opium trance, of which De Quincey gives so wonderful
a description in the “Suspiria.”
He is conscious of an intense longing that the favour she asks will be
to kiss her! He feels at this moment that he would willingly give up
everything in the world, his successes of the past, his hopes for the
future, his schemes in the present, just for the sake of touching this
soft scarlet mouth once,
“To waste his whole soul in one kiss
Upon these perfect lips,”
in fact, but there is an inexplicable sensation of reverence for her
that no other woman has ever raised in his breast.
And there is a purity in the face shewing up in the semi-light, that
fills him, _blasé_ as he is--satiated as he is, with a wonderment that
no woman’s face has ever created in him before.
“I want to go right round the garden.”
The request is so simple, so childish, that it brings him down at once
from the height to which imagination has raised him to practical
every-day existence, and he laughs aloud at his own sentimental folly.
“But what will they say to our escapade? The garden is a large one, and
it is close upon twelve o’clock now. You know how strict Lady Beranger’s
notions are regarding the _bienséances_, and that such a nocturnal
excursion will be in her eyes, flagrant. Unless indeed,” and he lowers
his voice to the most harmonious key, “you were with a man you were
engaged to!”
She does not seem to hear, or else she does not heed, the concluding
words of his sentence, a deafness and indifference on her part that
rails him considerably.
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