Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 3 of 3Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
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Daughters of Belgravia; vol. 3 of 3
Fraser, Alexander, Mrs.
Fiction
And De Belcour, who feels himself moved to a great compassion for this
slender bit of a girl, stricken down in the very beginning and flush of
her life, bows his head in answer.
She forgets his presence then. Bending over her husband, she touches his
closed lids and his cold cheeks very softly and caressingly, as if her
little fingers loved to linger in their task. She puts her hand on his
heart, which beats, but so faintly as if each throb were its last, and
she keeps on murmuring tender words to the ears which do not hear them.
“Delaval, darling, speak to me, only one word--one little word, Delaval,
that I may just hear your voice. Oh, God! won’t he speak to me again?
shall I never hear him speak kind, dear words as he did to-day--before
he went away to--die? Die! Oh! you won’t die, Delaval, darling, my own
darling, you have not left me--left me--_for ever_!”
The last words go out from her in a wail loud enough, and piteous
enough, to reach the sky.
Faint and dizzy with fear, she stretches out her trembling hands, like a
blind woman, towards the form lying before her with the rigidity of
death, but, before they reach it, she falls back and drops senseless on
the floor.
* * * * *
Maybe her piteous cry has reached beyond the sky, for he has not left
her “for ever.”
The shot of a vengeful woman, wounded in her terrible love, driven to
the phrensy of a wild beast, has grazed the right lung, and for a long
time he hovers between life and death, while his wife nurses him
unwearyingly night and day with a devoted unselfish love that is not
often to be found in the worldly daughters of Belgravia.
Then, after a little, when they tell him he has crept slowly--slowly,
but surely--out of the shadows--and that life (not the old life, but one
twin with suffering perchance) yet lies before him, he feels that he
will regain health and strength sooner if the burden of a secret is
removed from him.
It is very hard to face Zai as he makes a clean breast of it, but he
does it.
“My pet,” he murmurs, in a low weak voice which is very unlike his old
accents, and the sound of which goes right to her heart, “I have
something to say to you.”
So she kneels down beside him. It is the place she likes best now in the
world.
“Do you love me very much, Zai?” he asks her, while his thin white hand
rests on her shining chesnut hair, and, looking up, she sees that there
is an actual mist of tears in his handsome ultramarine eyes.
“Ah, don’t I?” she whispers, catching hold of his hand and kissing it
passionately, and he reads plainly enough the love that is patent on her
face.
“But would you love me so much, Zai, if you knew that I had been
unfaithful--that I had forgotten you just for a little while?” he asks,
his lips quivering and his heart beating very fast. For somehow he holds
on to her love with a strange tenacity. It seems, in truth, to be the
only--only--thing worth living for.
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