"William," she said, addressing my father, "I do believe Davy is
thinking of being a minister and is kind of ashamed to own it."
I caught the softening note in my mother's voice and in her eyes a
light of pride as she regarded me inquiringly. Whatever obligation lay
on me to till the ancestral acres, there was a higher duty which would
absolve it. This she had pointed out. My plans at once took a
concrete form, and though my first faltering assent might have savored
of hypocrisy, I was soon sincere in my determination. And now the
opposition crumbled and my parents found pride in a son whose heart at
the age of ten was stirred by the need of lost humanity. My father
discovered that it had been his own early ambition to be a minister; it
was as though I was to erect the edifice to which he had feared to put
his strength, and it comforted him. He delighted to lay his hand upon
my head in the presence of company and to announce that his David was
going to do the work to which he had always believed he had himself
been called. With my mother the son's gifts became a subject on which
she never tired dilating, and naturally such flattery reconciled me to
a calling far removed from all my old ambitions; but had it been
intimated to me that I might become a plumber I should have accepted
that vocation just as readily, provided that by following it I should
go out of the valley, over the mountains, to Pittsburgh and the
presence of Rufus Blight.
Now arose Mr. Pound to help me. Here was the crowning incongruity in a
chain of incongruous events. I had never liked Mr. Pound. He had
overwhelmed me too often. His sermon was the rack on which I was
stretched for an hour every Sunday to endure untold agonies of
restlessness; his house the temple to which too often I had to carry
propitiatory offerings of vegetables and chickens. And then his
persecution of my friend the Professor still rankled in me. Yet I
found myself, of necessity, using him as the one known quantity in the
equation over which I worked. He became my model. I fancied myself
attaining a mien like his, a deep, resonant voice and a vocabulary of
marvellous words. I dressed myself in material garments like his, in
spreading folds of awe-inspiring black; I wrapped myself in his
immaterial cloak, his dignity and goodness. I faced Rufus Blight and
he quailed before a presence so imposing, and when I spoke in a voice
vibrating truth my eloquence smothered his feeble, shifty protests.
Always I asserted my right to Penelope and led her from her prison.
And always, it seemed, with that victory I cast off my Pound-like
sanctity and became as other men. With it the great task of my
ministry was accomplished, though there was a certain charm in the idea
of continuing it in the hunting fields of Africa, an appeal of romance
in a kraal, a cork hat, and the picture of Penelope and me setting
forth with a band of faithful converts to the slaughter of elephants
and lions.
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