That September day? It is a tall white mile-stone on my way. I can
look back and see its every detail. On its eve James and I sat for the
last time on the barn-bridge and he sang of Annie Laurie and Nellie
Gray. And when we heard my mother calling me, we stood together and
gave the college yell.
"I s'pose, Davy," he said, as we were moving toward the house, "folks
will think I'm a little peculiar, but I'm going to give that cheer
every night, just for old times' sake--for your sake, Davy."
Our elders have a fashion of making like inopportune remarks when we
are struggling to keep our hearts high. It seemed as though they were
trying to break my spirit. My mother's white silence, my father's long
prayer, James feverishly coming and going on that last morning--little
things like these almost made me abandon my great plans. But pride
sustained me--that same pride which sends men into battle for foolish
causes. I wanted to hurry the fall of the blow. I even protested
against my parents and Mr. Pound driving with me to the railroad, and
they did not understand. I had to meet their last embraces under the
eyes of the motley crowd who had come to the station to see the train,
and under such conditions I dared not show emotion. Again they did not
understand and were a little hurt by my coldness. I sprang up the car
steps jauntily. To show my independence I stood by the smoker door and
waved a smiling farewell to the silent, wondering three. I did not
wait there, as they waited, looking after me, but turned, tossed my new
bag into a rack, threw myself into a seat, and crossed my legs with the
nonchalance of one who left home every day.
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