After all, what did that or anything else matter? Certainly not enough
to invoke her father’s wrath upon her at this most trying moment of her
life.
She drew the mass of beautiful curls up on her head, fastening them with
a large tortoise-shell comb which had been her mother’s and was
treasured by the young girl. The ends of the curls fell in a little
shower over the back of the comb, making a lovely effect. The
step-mother thought it far too careless and mussy-looking, and frowned
at the sweet, artistic head, but Dawn gave it a pat here and there and
would have no more to say about it. With her own hands, she arranged
the filmy veil. She would not have her step-mother’s assistance. Mrs.
Van Rensselaer stood by, watching the quick, assured way in which the
young bride draped the delicate fabric. The elder woman was half
jealous of the girl’s deftness.
"Put on your gloves, and you’ll do very nicely, though I must say I’d
rather see your hair smooth for once. But the veil hides the
frowsiness. Now, is there anything you’d like to know about what you’ve
got to do?"
Dawn looked at her step-mother in horror.
"I haven’t got to do anything, have I?" There was genuine distress in
her voice. She had been so absorbed in the great thought of the result
of this act that the ceremony itself, about which so many girls worry,
had not entered into her mind in the least.
"Well," said Mrs. Van Rensselaer—there was satisfaction in her voice,
for Dawn was unconsciously making it easier for her than she had dared
to hope—"there isn’t much, of course. Nothing but to keep your eyes
down and walk in and say yes. It’s all very simple. The main thing is
never to look up. It is counted very bad manners to look up. A bride
who raises her eyes during the ceremony, or before, is called very bold
and—and immodest!"
The step-mother’s voice sounded queer to herself, and she picked at an
invisible thread on her sleeve. This was the first out-and-out bald lie
she had ever told in her life, though she had made many a misleading
statement; but that, of course, to a woman with a conscience, was a very
different thing. This woman thought she had a conscience, and she was
excusing her present action on the ground of necessity, and the
circumstances. "She’s getting a far better husband every way, anyhow,
and it isn’t as if she was much attached to the other man. One can see
she was afraid of him. I’m really doing her a service, and she’ll thank
me when she finds it out." This was what she told her conscience now,
and went on with her advice to Dawn.
"You want to walk downstairs very slowly, with your eyes on the hem of
your frock. You mustn’t look up for anything."
"I’m sure I don’t know what I should want to look up for," said Dawn
coldly. "I’d much rather look down. I’m glad it’s quite polite to do
so."
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