Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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Dead-sea fruit, Vol. 3 (of 3)
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
English fiction -- 19th century
“I do not consider it altogether a bad sign,” he said, cheeringly;
“that low state of the nerves is a very common symptom of
convalescence.”
To rouse and divert her invalid niece Mrs. Colton strove with
conscientious and untiring efforts; but failed utterly. From the hour
of Laurence Desmond’s departure Emily drooped. A depression came upon
her too profound for human consolation. In devout studies, in pious
meditations alone she found comfort. Her aunt read to her from the
works of the great divines, and in the eloquent and noble pages of
Hooker and Taylor, Barrow and South, as well as in the Gospel’s simpler
record, the weak soul found comfort. But with earthly comfort she had
done. A stranger, alone in a strange land, she waited the coming of
that awful stranger whom all must meet once--he who “keeps the key of
all the creeds.” Utter desolation of spirit took possession of her.
She was thrown back upon the spiritual world, and was fain to seek a
dwelling-place among those shadowy regions, like a shipwrecked mariner
cast upon a desert island, and rejoiced to find any refuge from the
perils of the great ocean.
Letters came to the lonely invalid, in token that she was not quite
forgotten by the world she would fain forget; letters, and papers, and
books from Mr. Desmond, who wrote with much affectionate solicitude;
notes of condolence and inquiry from the few friends with whom she was
on intimate terms. But these were only the last salutations which life
sent to her who dwelt by the borders of death--the last farewells waved
by friendly hands.
“He is good and self-devoted to the last,” she thought, as she read Mr.
Desmond’s letters; “and I do not think I should have induced him to
leave me if he had not believed it would look better for me to be here
alone with my aunt.”
In this supposition Mrs. Jerningham was correct. Mr. Desmond was too
much a man of the world not to be mindful of how things would appear to
the eyes of the world, and it had seemed to him better that he should
not prolong his stay at Madeira with the invalid.
He had returned to London, therefore, and had gone back to his work,
which seemed very weary at this period of his life.
It was not possible that this utter severance should come to pass
between him and Emily Jerningham without pain to himself. A man does
not change all at once. However deeply he is bound to the new love,
some frail links of the chain that tied him to the old hang about him
still, some corner of his heart still holds the first dear image;
and to the love that has been, the sorrow of parting lends a kind of
sanctification.
Before leaving England Mrs. Jerningham had taken pains to provide for
Lucy’s future. The girl would gladly have accompanied her patroness to
Madeira, but this Emily would not permit.
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