quite _unhealthy_, all this silly craze for pictures, and spending
hours and hours crouching over paint-blocks, instead of being in the
fresh air. So much nicer for the boy to be manly. Wasn’t he old enough
to have a gun license and learn to kill things?
So George had a gun license, and went out every morning in the autumn
shooting. He killed several plovers and a wood pigeon. Then one frosty
November morning he fired into a flock of plovers, killed one, and
wounded another, which fell down on the crisp grass with such a wail
of despair. “If you wing a bird, pick it up and wring its neck,” he
had been told. He picked up the struggling, heaving little mass of
feathers, and with infinite repugnance and shut eyes, tried to wring
its neck. The bird struggled and squawked. George wrung harder and
convulsively—and the whole head came off in his hand. The shock was
unspeakable. He left the wretched body, and hurried home shuddering.
Never again, never, never again would he kill things. He oiled his gun
dutifully, as he had been told to do, put it away, and never touched it
again. At nights he was haunted by the plover’s wail and by the ghastly
sight of the headless bleeding bird’s body. In the daytime he thought
of them. He could forget them when he went out and sketched the calm
trees and fields, or tried to design in his tranquil room. He plunged
more deeply into painting than ever, and thus ended one of the many
attempts to “make a man” of George Winterbourne.
* * * * *
The business of “making a man” of him was pursued at School, but with
little more success, even with the aid of compulsion.
“The type of boy we aim at turning out,” the Head used to say to
impressed parents, “is a thoroughly manly fellow. We prepare for the
Universities, of course, but our pride is in our excellent Sports
Record. There is an O.T.C., organized by Sergeant-Major Brown (who
served throughout the South African War), and officered by the masters
who have been trained in the Militia. Every boy must undergo six months
training, and is then competent to take up arms for his Country in an
emergency.”
The parents murmured polite approval, though rather tender mothers
hoped the discipline was not too strict and “the guns not too heavy for
young arms.” The Head was contemptuously and urbanely reassuring. On
such occasions he invariably quoted those stirring and indeed immortal
lines of Rudyard Kipling, which end up “you’ll be a man, my son.” It is
_so_ important to know how to kill. Indeed, unless you know how to kill
you cannot possibly be a Man, still less a Gentleman.
* * * * *
“The O.T.C. will parade in the Gymnasium for drill and instruction at
twelve. Those who are excused, will take Geography under Mr. Hobbs in
Room 14.”
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