Interplanetary voyages -- Fiction; Science fiction; Space and time -- Fiction
The flame, white now, had come to rest in the middle of the rocky
floor. Even as he stooped, it rose to meet him, winking out--and there
rested lightly on his palm the gray sphere, cool and unsmirched, that
he had tossed away a few minutes before.
But it was no longer a detached, external object. It was part of
him, responsive to his every mood and thought, linked to his mind by
tracts that were invisible but as real as the nerves connecting mind
with muscle and sense organ. It was not a machine, telepathically
controlled. It was a second body.
Relief, stark wonder, and exulting awareness of power made him weak.
For a moment everything swam and darkened, but only for a moment--he
seemed to suck limitless vitality from the thing.
He felt a surge of creativeness, so intense as to be painful, like a
flame in the brain. He could do anything he wanted to, go anywhere he
wanted to, make anything he wanted to, create life, change the world,
destroy it if he so willed--
And then--fear. Fear that, since the thing obeyed his thoughts, it
would also obey his foolish, ignorant, or destructive ones. People
can't control their thoughts for very long. Even sane individuals
often think of murder, of catastrophes, of suicide--
Suddenly the sphere had become a gray globe of menace.
And then--after all, he couldn't do _anything_. Besides any
other limitations the thing might have, it was certainly limited by
his thoughts. It couldn't do things he didn't really understand--like
building a subtronic engine--
Or--
For the first time since he had emerged from the tunnel, he tried to
think collectedly, with more than the surface of his mind.
He found that the depths of his mind were strangely altered. His
subconscious was no longer an opaque and impenetrable screen. He could
see through it, as through a shadowy corridor, sink into it, hear the
thoughts on the other side, the thoughts of the other Thorns.
One of them, he realized, was instructing him, laying a duty upon him.
The message dealt with such matters as to make the imagination shiver.
It seemed to engulf his personality, his consciousness.
His last glimpse of World III was a gray one of dark, snow-streaked
pines wavering in a rocky frame. Then that had clouded over, vanished,
and he was in a limitless blackness where none of the senses worked and
where only thought--itself become a sense--had power.
It was an utterly alien darkness without real up or down, or this way
or that, or any normal spatial properties. It seemed that every point
was adjacent to every other point, and so infinity was everywhere,
and all paths led everywhere, and only thought could impose order or
differentiate. And the darkness was not that of lightlessness, but of
thought itself--fluttering with ghostly visions, aflash with insight.
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