John had always felt a secret repulsion towards his uncle, though he
invariably met him with grave, if distant civility. He had borne in a
proud silence the gradual realization, as he grew old enough to
understand it, that there was a slur upon his name, a shadow on his
mother's memory. He believed, as did some others, that his uncle had
originated the slanders, impossible to substantiate, in order to wrest
his inheritance from him. How could this man, after trying to strip him
of everything, even of his name, come to him now for money?
John had a certain rigidity and tenacity of mind, an uprightness and
severity, which come of an intense love of justice and rectitude, but
which in an extreme degree, if not counterbalanced by other qualities,
make a hard and unlovable character.
His clear-eyed judgment made him look at Colonel Tempest with secret
indignation and contempt. But with the harshness of youth other
qualities, rarely joined, went hand in hand. A little knowledge of
others is a dangerous thing. It shows itself in sweeping condemnations
and severe judgments, and a complacent holding up to the light of the
poor foibles and peccadilloes of humanity, which all who will can find.
A greater knowledge shows itself in a greater tenderness towards others,
the tenderness, as some suppose, of wilful ignorance of evil. When or
how John had learnt it I know not, but certainly he had a rapid
intuition of the feelings of others; he could put himself in their
place, and to do that is to be not harsh.
He looked again at Colonel Tempest, and was ashamed of his passing,
though righteous, anger. He realized how hard it must be for an older
man to be obliged to ask a young one for money, and he had no wish to
make it any harder. He looked at the weak, wretched face, with its
tortured selfishness, and understood a little; perhaps only in part, but
enough to make him speak again in a different tone.
"Do not tell me anything you do not wish; but I see something is
troubling you very much. Sometimes things don't look so black when one
has talked them over."
"I can't talk it over, John," said Colonel Tempest, with incontestable
veracity, softened by the kindness of his tone, "but the truth is,"
nervousness was shutting its eyes and making a rush, "I want--_ten
thousand pounds and no questions asked_."
John was startled. Colonel Tempest clutched his hat, and stared out of
the window. He felt benumbed. He had actually done it, actually brought
himself to ask for it. As his faculties slowly returned to him in the
long silence which followed, he became conscious, that if John was too
niggardly to pay his own ransom, he, Colonel Tempest, would not be the
most to blame, if any casualty should hereafter occur.
At last John spoke.
"You say you don't want any questions asked, but I _must_ ask one or
two. You want this money secretly. Would the want of it bring disgrace
upon your--children?" He had nearly said your "daughter."
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