When he was left alone John turned his head painfully on the pillow, and
slowly opened and shut one of the bandaged hands. This not altogether
satisfactory form of exercise was the only substitute he had within his
power for the old habit of pacing up and down while he thought.
Ought he to give the money? He had no right to make a bad use of
anything because he happened to have a good deal of it. This ten
thousand would follow the previous twenty thousand, as a matter of
course.
Giving it did not affect himself, inasmuch as he would hardly miss it.
It was a generous action only in appearance, for he was very wealthy;
even among the rich he was very rich. His long minority, and various
legacies of younger branches, which had shown the Tempest peculiarity of
dying out, and leaving their substance to the head of the family, had
added to an already imposing income. In his present mode of life he did
not spend a third of it.
The thought flashed across his mind that if he had died three weeks ago,
if the hinges of the door had held as firmly as the shot lock, and he
had perished in that room in King Street like a rat in a trap, Colonel
Tempest would at this very moment have been in possession of everything.
He looked at his own death, and all it would have entailed,
dispassionately.
That improvident selfish man had been within an ace of immense wealth.
And yet--John's heart smote him--his uncle had been genuinely grieved to
see him so ill: had been really thankful to think he was out of danger.
He had almost immediately afterwards reverted to himself and his own
affairs; but that was natural to the man. He had nevertheless been
unaffectedly overcome the moment before. The emotion had been genuine.
John struggled hard against his strong personal dislike.
Perhaps Colonel Tempest had become entangled in the money difficulty at
the very time his--John's--life hung in the balance, when he took for
granted he was about to inherit all. The speculation was heartless,
perhaps, but pardonable. John saw no reason why Colonel Tempest should
not have counted on his death. For ten days it had been more than
probable; and now he might live to a hundred. Perhaps the probability of
his reaching old age was slenderer than he supposed.
He lay a little while longer and then rang the bell near his hand, and
directed his servant to bring him a locked feminine elegancy from a
side-table which, until he could replace his burnt possessions, had
evidently been lent him by his aunt to use as a despatch-box. He got out
a cheque-book, and with clumsy fingers filled in and signed a cheque.
Then he lay back panting and exhausted. The will was strong in him, but
the suffering body was desperately weak.
When Colonel Tempest returned, John held the cheque towards him in
silence with a feeble smile.
Colonel Tempest took it without speaking. His lips shook. He was more
moved than he had been for years.
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