John was dutifully attentive. He procured a fresh bottle of champagne
for her, and an unnibbled roll, and made suitable remarks at intervals;
but her sense of irritation increased. Something in his manner annoyed
her. And yet it was only the same courteous, rather expressionless
manner that she remembered was habitual to him towards others. Now that
it was gone she realized that there had once been a subtle difference in
his voice and bearing to herself. She felt defrauded of she knew not
what, and the wing of cold pheasant before her loomed larger and larger,
till it seemed to stretch over the whole plate. Why on earth had she
said she was hungry? And why had he brought her to the large table,
where there was so much light and noise, and where she was elbowed by an
enormous hairy Buffalo Bill, when she had seen as she came in that one
of the little tables for two was at that instant vacant? She forgot that
when she first caught sight of it she had said within herself that she
would never forgive him if he had the bad taste to entrap her into a
_tête-à-tête_ by taking her there.
But he had shown at once that he had no such intention. Was this
dignified, formal man, with his air of distinction, and his harsh
immobile face, and his black velvet dress,--was this stranger really the
John with whom she had been on such easy terms six weeks ago; the John
who, pale and determined, had measured swords with her in the dusk of a
September evening?
And as she sat beside him in the brilliant light, amid the Babel of
tongues, a voice in her heart said suddenly, "That was not the end; that
was only the beginning--only the beginning."
Her eyes met his, fixed inquiringly upon her. He was only offering her
some grapes, but it appeared to her that he must have heard the words,
and a sense of impotent terror seized her, as the terror of one who,
wrestling for his life, finds at the first throw that he is overmatched.
She rose hastily, and asked to go back to the ball-room. He complied at
once, but did not speak. They went, a grave and silent couple, through
the hall and down the gallery.
"Have I annoyed you?" he said at last, as they neared the ball-room.
She did not answer.
"I mean, have I done anything more that has annoyed you?"
"Nothing more, thanks."
"I am glad," said John. "I feared I had. Of course, I would not have
asked you to go in to supper with me if Mrs. Dundas had not obliged me.
I intended to ask you to do so, when you could have made some excuse for
refusing if you did not wish it. I was sorry to force your hand."
"You will never do that," said Di, to her own astonishment. It seemed to
her that she was constrained by a power stronger than herself to defy
him.
She felt him start.
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