Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 1 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
Fiction
Either there was something in the thorough kindliness of Alfred's
disposition which appeared in his manner, and secretly won the
confidence of our heroine; or fate had ordained that they were to love
each other. Whatever the cause, the consequence was, that Caroline,
after the intimacy we have described had subsisted for some weeks, no
longer felt alone in the world--she was no longer without thoughts that
gave her pleasure; while those thoughts, though for their ostensible
object they had a walk, a song, a book, or a flower, were always
associated with the idea of Alfred--of something that he had said--or
some little kind service he had performed--or, perhaps, some chance
encounter of his eye--or the consciousness of his fixed gaze, felt
without daring to look up, and which, though it had produced strange
confusion of ideas at the time, was remembered with delight. Neither was
she any longer without hope, though but a hope that they might meet on
the walks, or that he might come in about something she had heard her
mother mention to him.
It may be asked why should Caroline not always have had the hopes with
which most young people enter life; merely because the buoyancy of youth
had been pressed down, and the elasticity of its spirits destroyed, by
the unnatural restraint under which every thought and feeling had been
held during the period that her earliest affections had, as is generally
the case, endeavoured to fix themselves on her parent.
As for Alfred, he had misgivings certainly, respecting his being a
younger brother, and his consequent want of fortune. At the same time,
when he felt that he was justified in harbouring the restless,
delightful hope, that he was already not quite indifferent to Caroline,
and that he received such decided encouragement as he did from her
mother, what could he think, but that he was the most fortunate fellow
in existence, and that he had met with the most generous, liberal
minded, delightful people in the whole world!
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