Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Dilemmas of Pride, (Vol 2 of 3)
Loudon, Mrs. (Margracia)
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Arrived about midway in the long dark walk, Henry at length paused. What
with agitation and the quickness of his pace, he seemed himself
exhausted, while Louisa, faint with alarm and fatigue, was no longer
able to stand unassisted, much less to walk. There was no seat near, he
was obliged to support her by an arm round her waist. She leaned her
head on his shoulder and sobbed hysterically. His resentment now gave
way to tenderness. Her alarm could only be for his safety--the thought
soothed his chafed spirit--he whispered the fondest expressions of
endearment mingled with incoherent apologies for his violence. He
ascribed all his faults, as he had done on the evening before, to love
and jealousy. When the bare possibility, he said, of loosing her but
crossed his imagination, he was no longer an accountable being--he
should be ranked with the veriest madman in bedlam! She only sighed in
reply, but it was a sigh from which no lover could fail to derive
encouragement, nor did it falsely report what was passing in the bosom
whence it came. The ardour of Henry's manner, assisted by her late fears
for his safety, had driven all prudential considerations from her
thoughts, reduced the vanities of wealth to a mere puppet-show, and for
the moment at least made all the bliss of earth seem concentrated in the
enthusiastic devotion and actual presence of such a lover. Encouraged by
the tremulous tenderness of her sigh, and the gentle quiescence of her
manner, Henry ventured to whisper that his leading her from the
frequented walk was not altogether accidental, but that driven to
distraction by alternate hopes and fears, he had that evening determined
at all hazards to make one desperate effort to secure a happiness that
it was intoxication even to think of, and would be phrensy to lose--that
he had consequently taken the daring step of having a carriage in
waiting, which was now not many yards distant. He then entreated her
with all the eloquence of wildly excited passion, instead of resenting
his audacity to end the cruel doubts which had thus stung him to
madness, and fly with him at once.
"I must not, Henry!" she exclaimed, "indeed I must not--I must not," she
repeated. But in fluttering broken accents of tenderness and joy, so
encouraging, that the arm which was still round her waist, continued the
while with a gentle violence propelling her forward; and so light, so
willing, though tremulous were her steps, that the tiny white sattin
slippers, twinkling like little stars, scarcely touched the earth.
"Oh! Henry, dear Henry, my mother will be so grieved--my brothers will
be so angry! Let us go back--and I will promise you to--to--." But she
faltered.
"Never, Louisa, will I trust you out of my sight again, till by the
sacred name of wife you are mine for ever!"
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